Date: Wednesday, August 11, 2010 Time: 1:24 PM
" GOD'S LITTLE GIRL " FOR SOME REASON, THESE 2 PHRASES HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD QUITE OFTEN THESE FEW DAYS. NOW, I DON'T GO TO CHURCH AND AM NOT CATHOLIC OR CHRISTIAN. SOMEHOW I JUST HAVE AN IMAGE OF SOMEONE WHO IS VERY BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE. SOMEONE THAT STILL HAS THAT CHILD-LIKE INNOCENCE AND NAIVETY. SOMEONE PURE. BUT I DON'T SEE THAT IN ME. THAT LITTLE GIRL HAS LOST HER WAY. GONE MISSING. I DON'T CARRY MUCH HOPE NOR ALWAYS SEE THE BEST IN PEOPLE. I ADMIT. I'M A CYNIC BECAUSE I'VE LOST FAITH. FAITH THAT ... I DON'T REALLY KNOW ... FAITH. I WANT TO FIND MY LITTLE GIRL. I WANT TO BE OPTIMISTIC, TO FEEL HAPPINESS SURGE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE I'M RESTRAINING MYSELF, PUTTING UP A WALL OF SORTS. BUT YET IT HAPPENS. BUT IT SHALL CHANGE. GIVE ME A CHANCE. PLEASE. I HOPE I FIND MY LITTLE GIRL. AND I HOPE YOU FIND YOURS TOO. Labels: GOD'S LITTLE PRINCESS |