Date: Thursday, August 05, 2010 Time: 1:55 PM
I NEED TO STUDY I NEED TO STUDY I REALLY NEED TO STUDY I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY I NEED TO PASS PROMOS I NEED TO PASS PROMOS I REALLY REALLY NEED TO PASS PROMOS I GRADUATE THE SAME YEAR AS MY SISTER I WILL NOT GRADUATE THE SAME YEAR AS MY SISTER YET INSPITE OF ALL THIS, I FIND MYSELF PROCRASTINATING. [EVEN NOW WHEN VECTORS 3 AND IONIC EQUILIBRIUM IS DUE] AND I'M GOING TO WATCH INCEPTION TMR [ YES AFTER EVERYBODY ELSE I KNOW...] WITH MOMMAE AND WEI. IF ONLY THERE WAS A GENE FOR MUGGING MINE IS CURRENTLY NOT EXPRESSED DUE TO OVERDOSE OF DNA METHYLATION AND HISTONE DEACETYLATION. APPARENTLY, IF WHATEVER THE SPEAKER DURING CHRYSTAL SAID IS TRUE, I HAVE TO GET OVER SOME INTERNAL PROBLEMS ALA YOU KNOW WHAT AND TURN IT INTO A POSITIVE EXPERIENCE AND LEARN FROM IT BEFORE I CAN GO ON LIVING LIFE LIKE IT ONCE WAS. SO PERHAPS THATS WHY I FEEL SO EMOTIONLESS. NOT THAT I DONT FEEL HAPPY OR SAD BUT EVERYTHING JUST FEELS NUMB AND SUPERFICIAL. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO FEEL HAPPY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TO FEEL SAD AND ANGUISHED LIKE HOW I ANTICIPATE IT TO BE. I WANT TO FEEL SINCERE. OK I SHALL GET OFF AND TRY OUT THIS MUGGING THING. Labels: THIS MUGGING THING OF MINE. |