Date: Friday, August 20, 2010 Time: 1:28 PM
I THINK I JUST CANNOT FANTHOM WHY PEOPLE DO STUFF LIKE THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE. I CAN'T REALLY GET OVER THE EERIE SENSATION OF HAVING MY POUCH SNATCHED AWAY AND WHEN I HEAR SCREAMS, I GET REMINDED OF MY OWN. ITS FUNNY HOW THINGS TURN OUT. WELL, IF THERE IS A GOD, HE SURE PLANS THINGS IN UNEXPECTED WAYS. JUST A FEW POSTS DOWN, I TALKED ABOUT WANTING TO FEEL SOMETHING REAL. HE MADE ME FEEL DESPAIR. FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF MY HEART. I LEARNT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PUTTING UP A WALL AND A FRONT. A WALL A BARRIER PUT UP WHEN YOU WANT TO DISTANCE YOURSELF BOTH KNOWINGLY OR UNKNOWINGLY FROM OTHERS, THUS MAKING ONE WELL, DISTANCED. A FRONT OR " BRAVE FRONT" AS MARE WOULD PUT IT IS A MASK OF SORTS THAT YOU PUT UP TO NOT MAKE OTHERS WORRY AND WELL TO HELP ONE HEAL BY CARVING IT OUT OF YOUR MEMORY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. HERE, I WANT TO THANK MARE, NAT AND THE TK TABLE FOR LIFTING MY SPIRITS. UNKNOWINGLY. AND MONOPOLY ON ITOUCH IS PRETTY DARN FUN. SORRY TO MARE WHO DIDNT GET TO PLAY HER FOOD NINJA! TODAY, I WALKED HOME FROM SCHOOL ![]() IS ANYONE THERE? |