Date: Thursday, April 07, 2011 Time: 1:54 PM ![]() I AM A DUDUU AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE SIMPLY BEEN beaUtiful I MAY SEEM LIKE I LAUGH IT OFF EASILY BUT I MEAN IT SUCKS TO HAVE STUDIED AND NOT PASS. I'M NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT EXCELLING. IT'S JUST PASSING. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DO SO? SO WHAT IF YOU'VE DONE WELL. CONGRATULATIONS OF COURSE. YOU'VE BEEN REWARDED FOR YOUR EFFORTS. BUT PLEASE DO NOT LORD IT OVER ME AND MAKE IT SEEM AS THOUGH I SHOULD WORSHIP EVERY WORD THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR ORIFICE. I THINK I'VE BECOME MORE CYNICAL WHEN I'M CONSTANTLY AROUND YOU AND IT HAS MADE ME MORPH INTO A PERSON THAT I BARELY RECOGNIZE, LET ALONE LIKE. YOU THINK THAT EVERYTHING CAN BE SUBJECTED TO SARCASM. BUT DOESNT EVERYONE WANT TO FEEL NICE ONCE IN AWHILE? YOU THINK THAT THE WHOLE WORLD SHOULD LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE DURING LECTURES INSTEAD OF THE LECTURES. WELL ACTUALLY NOPE, MOST OF THE TIME I DONT REALLY CARE WHAT ABOUT YOUR RANDOM COMMENTS. YOUR MARKS CLAIM TO BE SUPERIOR TO MINE BUT YET, YOU COPY MY HOMEWORK. HAVE YOU NO BRAINS TO THINK? YOU KNOW SOMETHING? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE HECK I'M ADDRESSING THIS TO. YOU OR ME. ![]() A FEW DAYS AGO, I TWEETED, [YES I TWEETED....] WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE. I MEAN AFTER WE ARE DONE WITH CHOIR, BE IT THE GWH OR GOLD OR TOUCH WOOD SILVER THAT WE ACHIEVE [WHICH AT THIS POINT I REALLY DONT KNOW..] WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE WHERE DO THE BONDS WE FORM GO THE RELATIONSHIPS FORMED GO I KNOW THAT THE VIEW IS THAT THEY WILL STAY LAH THEN! BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT NO ONE REALLY KNOWS ITS EASIER TO SAY THAT THE FRIENDS I'VE FOUND HERE WILL LAST BUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT I RARELY TALK TO OR ON THOSE HI-BYE STATUS ? WILL THEY, OR WILL I, STILL SAY HI? IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE, I'M GRATEFUL FOR MJCHOIR BECAUSE DESPITE IT ALL, IT HAS BEEN [AT LEAST MY] SAFE HAVEN. SOMEWHERE THAT I COULD GO TO RELIEVE ALL MY PROBLEMS... WELL MOST ANYWAYS IT MADE MY DAY AND IT STILL DOES THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT CHOIR PEOPLE, AND I BELIEVE FOR PEOPLE OF EACH CCA TOO, NO ONE GETS YOU BETTER ... I MEAN WHERE ELSE WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO LET YOUR VOICE SOAR? [IN PERFECT HARMONY WITH A BUNCH OF TALENTED PEOPLE TOO, I MIGHT ADD] ITS THAT SOMETHING THAT GOT ALL OF US HOOKED ONTO CHOIR IN THE FIRST PLACE AND KEPT US HANGING ON THROUGH TOUGH TIMES LIKE THIS. SO IN THIS LAST MONTH OR SO? FIGHT AS WE MAY, AS TIRED AS WE MAY BE, THIS IS THE LAST CHANCE TO PERFORM PERHAPS OUR LAST SYF OUR SWANSONG WOULDNT YOU WANT TO LEAVE WITH A BANG? SO HERE WE STAND, WITH LESS THAN A MONTH TO GO... AS MUCH AS YOU CANT WAIT TO QUIT CHOIR, AS MUCH AS YOU MAY DETEST PEOPLE IN CHOIR, OR AS MUCH AS YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN. FOR THIS MONTH, CAN LETS FIND BACK THAT PASSION, THAT FAITH, THAT SPARK THAT MADE YOU WANT TO SING WITH ALL YOUR HEART, TO LET YOUR VOICE RING IN OUR MEMORIES OF SYF, TO WORK AS A FAMILY, NOT EVEN AS A CHOIR, TO GET OUT GWH TOGETHER . BEFORE DOING THIS SHIT CALLED A LEVELS. OOPS OVERUN.... I WASNT PLANNING ON RAMBLING ON ABOUT CHOIR. BUT I GUESS ALL THAT I'VE WANTED TO SAY IS ALL OUT THERE. THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A TRYING PERIOD FOR ALL OF US FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY, I WAS REALLY WORRIED BECAUSE THE REALITY OF NOT QUALIFYING FOR NUS JUST HIT ME LIKE A DOUBLE DECKER SBS TRANSIT BUS. Labels: NOTHING LEFT UNSAID |