Date: Saturday, May 14, 2011 Time: 3:44 PM
BUT YES THIS IS GOING TO BE ANOTHER CHOIR POST. YESTERDAY, I STUPIDLY WENT TO HEAR ALL THE PAST RECORDINGS OF US PERFORMING IN RIVA AND FOR LIMELIGHT. STUPID BECAUSE IT MADE ME HURT INSIDE ITS LIKE THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE IS REALLY REALLY GOING TO END. AS OF NOW, I CANT PERFORM NO MORE, CANT WARM UP NO MORE CANT SING FANTASTIC SONGS NO MORE. ITS FUNNY HOW TWEEN DUSK AND DREAMS FLOATED INTO MY BRAIN DURING SOME LECTURE DURING THE WEEK. YEAH I SHOULD START LETTING GO BUT HOW DO YOU CANT LET GO WHEN YOU DONT WANT TO. RIGHT? 9 YEARS. 3 CHOIRS. AS MUCH AS I LOVE TK, I NEVER IMAGINED THAT MJ WOULD MEAN THIS MUCH TO ME. I UNDERESTIMATED THE INTENSITY OF THE BONDS THAT I WOULD FORM HERE WITHIN THIS ONE AND A HALF YEARS. THESE PEOPLE ARE REALLY A SPECIAL BUNCH.=) I WANTED TO PUT ALL THESE FEELINGS INTO WORDS. BUT I AM OUT OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW... this whole choral journey is far bigger than us. i've been blessed to make not only friends, but sisters-almost! i mean i've found my twin, and i've got a prom partner! lol debbie =) and a MUMMY! =) SO ELECTIONS ARE OVER AND I CAN FINALLY STEP DOWN =) ALL THE BEST TO NICOLE =) MAY YOU FIND THAT BESIDES BEING A RATHER SLACK JOB [HAHA], IT PROVIDES YOU WITH A WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY TO LEAD AND GROW, NOT ONLY IN YOUR SKILLS, BUT ALSO AS A PERSON =) TO THE J2S THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SERVE YOU AND FOR BEING COOPERATIVE =) THANK YOU ALVIN FOR MAKING THIS ONE YEAR REAL RUN AND ENTERTAINING IN THE MIDST OF BUYING BIRTHDAY CAKES, PI PA GAO, GREEN TEA, LOSING ADAPTERS TWICE -OOPS- , COSTUME CHECKS, CARRYING KEYBOARDS AND ALL! =) TO SHERYL TAN. Life is a rip-off when you expect to get what you want.Life works when you choose what you got. Actually what you got is what you chose. To move on, choose it. Werner Erhard I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT MAKING THINGS BETTER BECAUSE I CANT CHANGE ANYTHING BUT MAY THIS INCIDENT LEAVE NO DENT ON YOUR INCREDIBLE PASSION FOR SINGING, SMILING AND LOVE FOR MJCHOIR. Labels: we are all dreamers |