Date: Thursday, August 25, 2011 Time: 2:00 PM
yep and now we're finally nearing the end of these 2 fleeting years in well, somewhere between heaven and hell. I WON'T LET THE WATER TAKE ME the other day... can you just let me do what i deem to be fit for me to get through this A levels in one piece? i mean like things like "wah, dont even have the time to come out for dinner" these kind of things just bother me because it makes it seem that i dont value these relationships enough to make so-called small sacrifices. well how bout this, every time i attend these things, i am throwing away, a morning, an afternoon, a night's worth of time that could have been better optimised. whether i eventually do well or not, i want to come out of the exams without the shitty feeling of "oh, i should have studied more" or all the shoulda, woulda, coulda (s)... I want to come out knowing that yes, i squandered away some of my time in J1 and J2, but ultimately, i got my act together and for what it was worth, gave it my very best shot. this is what i want. i'm trying very hard to accomodate your feelings but at this point of time, studies come first. in its entirety, sure it is selfish. but i dont want to risk playing not just with fire, but with my future. i cant stand to imagine what could have been. i'd much rather BE. (i dont know if this makes sense...) sure, you've gone through the A's before. but that was in YOUR TIME. this is different, its so much more competitive now and your daughter has already been conferred the selective DISADVANTAGE. so do you know how much i have to do to NOT be ELIMINATED from the population (that resides in NUS?) seriously... so please... i already have a lot of things on my plate so just this once can you spare me all the guilt-tripping? today.... it was probably the most fun i've had in school for awhile now. =) BUT HOW CAN YOU GUYS NOT KNOW WHAT GANACHE IS?!? lol Labels: POCKETS FULL OF STARS |