Date: Tuesday, January 10, 2012 Time: 2:06 PM
Let's just say that freedom has been great. Fantabulous actually. But instead on just rattling on about what I did, I'm gonna wrap up my thoughts and embark on this new journey that is 2012. SO 2011 y'know, it's all kinda hazy, a whirlwind of thoughts, feelings, most of which lost to freedom. To be honest, I probably would still have chosen to go through JC even though the path ahead is not yet clear to me. As I've said many a time, JC has matured my thoughts, I realise that I weigh my actions and words more. Not in the self- concious, low self-esteem way but more in the " is this the message or image that I want to be labelled on me? Would I want others to do this or that to me? " kind of way. Perhaps because of this, I've become clear of what are the values I hold dear, the people I hold dear and the way that I want to carry myself. Thus, I do feel that JC has made me a more confident individual... even though I am still rather introverted and what not in unfamiliar settings, which I now have to work on..... yeah.... As such, to condense all of these thoughts, my goal for this year is PURPOSE. yes, it's a very DUH thing, but purpose in the sense that whatever that I choose to do this year will really change the course of my life. that I know for sure. So come what may, I will aim to strive and tough out the rough times and hopefully come out for the better. oh, and pick up driving somewhere in between :x OKAY 2012, COME HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT! |