late for reality

2012-01-29T14:18:00.002Z

beautiful cover that brings back wonderful memories of LION KING the musical =)
that being said, WICKED on TUESDAY!!!! I CANNOT WAIT! =)

work has been enjoyable, even with the really long hours that have yet to fail to make the mouths of whoever that i talk to drop to the floor. but its not really that bad once you get used to it.
i've learnt so much already and there's still so much more to learn! The other day I went down to bedok library and equipped myself with baking books. (havent read them yet though,) haha

okay i digress, but this is awesome =)

WHO CARES IF CHRISTMAS IS OVER =)
my favourite carol, CAROL OF THE BELLS
and this was the version that made me fall in love with the song:

Now reading the last song by Nicholas Sparks because his books seem to have lots of good reviews and so far its quite nice although i prefer Jodi Picoult slightly more.

apart from that, quite a few meetups that were greatly appreciated and enjoyed more than anything else =)
<3

2012-01-10T14:06:00.002Z

Hello there stranger =)
Let's just say that freedom has been great. Fantabulous actually.
But instead on just rattling on about what I did, I'm gonna wrap up my thoughts and embark on this new journey that is 2012.
SO
2011
y'know, it's all kinda hazy, a whirlwind of thoughts, feelings, most of which lost to freedom.
To be honest, I probably would still have chosen to go through JC even though the path ahead is not yet clear to me.
As I've said many a time, JC has matured my thoughts, I realise that I weigh my actions and words more. Not in the self- concious, low self-esteem way but more in the " is this the message or image that I want to be labelled on me? Would I want others to do this or that to me? " kind of way. Perhaps because of this, I've become clear of what are the values I hold dear, the people I hold dear and the way that I want to carry myself. Thus, I do feel that JC has made me a more confident individual... even though I am still rather introverted and what not in unfamiliar settings, which I now have to work on..... yeah....
As such, to condense all of these thoughts, my goal for this year is PURPOSE. yes, it's a very DUH thing, but purpose in the sense that whatever that I choose to do this year will really change the course of my life. that I know for sure.
So come what may, I will aim to strive and tough out the rough times and hopefully come out for the better.
oh, and pick up driving somewhere in between :x
OKAY 2012, COME HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!

2011-11-28T14:12:00.001Z

the disney mix isn't very coherent but the video is kinda cool =)

THURSDAY 3.15PM
cant believe its finally HERE.

2011-11-19T14:43:00.001Z

2011-11-18T01:57:00.003Z

HELLOOOO!!!!!
IT'S ABIT EARLY BUT I'M ACCEPTING ORDERS FOR PINEAPPLE TARTS FOR CNY 2012!!!!
HAHA =) IT COMES AS THE "GOLF BALL" TYPE AND NOT THE OPEN FACED ONES =)
THE PRICE HAS NOT BEEN FIXED, AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW ABOUT IT LATER ON BUT IT WILL PROBABLY COME IN A BOX OF 12 (GEDDIT? 2012?? HAHA)
UMM THE SIZE MAY BE SLIGHTLY SMALLER SO I CAN FIT 12 INTO THE CONTAINER AND YOU CAN REQUEST IF YOU WANT YOURS A LITTLE LESS BROWN - PERSONALLY I LIKE IT ABIT MORE BROWN BECAUSE IT HAS A NICE 'TOASTED' FLAVOUR-
=)

2011-11-18T01:29:00.007Z

PHOTOSPAM!!!
haha the below is Aunty's birthday celebrations at Kungfu Paradise, J2 Farewell, and my Birthday outing with mummeh and my sis =)

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2011-11-18T01:27:00.001Z

This is so cool!
haha go to www.ericwhitacre.com to get the backstory of how this thingy came to be.
photospam coming up soon!

2011-11-12T15:29:00.004Z

And so with another blink of an eye, HELL WEEK IS OVERRR!!!!
lol
this week has gone by like a blur and it KIND OF didnt feel like the A's but rather another internal exam in the bad sense that other than probably math p2 I could not come out saying that I was happy with what I did or that I peaked at the right time.
more than anything, Chem and History, especially the latter, was A DISASTER OF EPIC PROPORTIONS.
GP was i dunno... a risk?
ah wells....
1ST DECEMBER IS COMING SOON =)
HANG IN THERE PEOPLE ! I SMELL FREEDOM.

2011-11-12T15:29:00.001Z

2011-10-30T13:54:00.002Z

technically, it's not ONE DAY MORE...
but i shall attempt to abstain from the com until then...
so when the going gets tough...
AND THE BARRICADES OF FREEDOM

THE TIME IS NOW, THE DAY IS HERE

THERE'S A NEW WORLD FOR THE LIVING

ONE MORE DAWN, ONE MORE DAY, ONE DAY MORE!

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE =)
YOU'VE WORKED HARD FOR SO LONG SO MAKE IT WORTHWHILE.
FINISH STRONG.

2011-10-18T11:35:00.002Z

When you try your best,
but don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Hey =)
I think this song really means something, especially at this point of time.
Less than a month guys, WE CAN ROCK THIS.
It may seem impossible to cram everything but come hell or high water, we will pull through.
On my part, i'll try my darnest not to complain about being tired and sleepy and so on so forth, encourage you to spur on (hopefully) because seriously, the only way to pull through this alive is with the love and support that YOU have been giving me throughout the year (and last too!)
So to all of YOU still trooping on with the A's, STAY STRONG. FINISH STRONG.
to the dear girl in J1, whatever happens, happens. Stay strong and look ahead. you'll be fine. =)

2011-10-04T09:35:00.002Z

TODAY I TOOK THE LONG WAY HOME FROM PARKWAY
IE, I DROPPED OFF EARLY AND WALKED PAST MY OLD HOUSE, YKNOW COS IT SEEMED LIKE A GOOD IDEA TO SEE HOW EVERYTHING'S CHANGED...
PARTLY BECAUSE I HOPED NOTHING WOULD ALMOST?
AT FIRST IT WAS THOUGH, FOR A MOMENT I COULD LIE TO MYSELF AND SAY THAT NOTHING EVER CHANGED AND I WAS STILL THIS AWKWARD THIRTEEN YEAR OLD COMING HOME FROM SCHOOL. WALKING THAT ROAD FELT SO NATURAL, ALMOST ROUTINE-LIKE (which took me a little by surprise). THEN WALKING UP TOWARDS THE PLAYGROUND, THIS KINDA CHANGED COS THE HOUSES HAD UNDERGONE SOME MAJOR FACELIFT THING AND SURE THERE WERE FRESH COATS OF PAINT. BUT THE THING WAS THAT THEY MAJORLY OVERHAULED THE PLAYGROUND (the one remaining symbol of my childhood years) TO THIS UNINVITING AND RATHER STERILE LOOKING PLACE IN THEIR BID TO MAKE IT LOOK FUTURISTIC... -.-
GONE WERE THE SANDPITS, THE FITNESS CORNER, THE MONKEYBARS THAT TOOK ME FOREVER TO LEARN HOW TO CLIMB ON TOP OF AND THE GIANT ORANGE SLIDE.
GONE WAS THE IXORA'S THAT LINED THE PERIMETER OF THE PLAYGROUND, LEAVING IN ITS PLACE SOME OTHER SUPPOSEDLY MORE CHEERFUL LOOKING ONES.
THE ONLY THINGS LEFT WERE THE WILLOW-LOOKING PLANT, THE FRANGIPANI TREE AND THE STONE BENCHES.
I DONT QUITE KNOW HOW EXACTLY TO PINPOINT THIS FEELING BUT THE THOUGHT WAS THAT IT WAS SORT OF A SCARY THOUGHT THAT NOW, WHATEVER MEMORIES THAT I HAVE LEFT ARE THE ONES IN MY MIND (SOMEWHERE...) I CAN NO LONGER REINFORCE IT, WHICH MAKES IT EVEN MORE PRECIOUS, AND MORE IMPORTANT TO CLING ON TOO, YET AT THE SAME TIME GROWING UP FORCES YOU TO LOOK AHEAD INSTEAD OF THE PAST?
IT MAKES YOU FEEL INCREASINGLY LIKE ITS YOU AGAINST THE WORLD. HAVING TO FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT INSTEAD OF WHAT THE WORLD WANTS OF YOU. OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT ANYWAY.
THEN GOING DOWN THE KEW TERRACE, I WAS INITIALLY RELIEVED TO SEE THAT NOT EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED. THE PRISON LOOKING HOUSE WAS STILL THERE, MY NEIGHBOURS WERE STILL THERE AND EVEN MY OLD HOUSE, WITH ITS HORRENDOUS MODIFICATIONS, STILL HAD THE SAME IXORA'S THE SAME BRICKS LINING THE GARDEN AND WELL, ROUGHLY THE SAME LAYOUT. IT WAS A TAD SAD THOUGH BECAUSE I KNOW AND FELT THAT I NO LONGER BELONGED TO THIS STREET, THIS PECULIAR FAMILIARITY OF WHICH I WAS NOT AND COULD NOT BE A PART OF?
THEN WALKING BACK ALL THE WAY HOME, I HAD LOTS OF TIME TO CLEAR MY THOUGHTS...
THE SORT OF STUFF LIKE HOW WHEN YOURE YOUNG, YOU VISUALISE DOING THINGS YOU LOVE, SWITCHING DREAM OCCUPATIONS EVERY WEEK OR SO... ONLY TO REALISE THAT ITS REALLY HARD TO FIGHT AND PURSUE THE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BECAUSE SOCIETY ITSELF WONT ALLOW IT.
OKAY I THINK THAT MAY BE AN EXAGGERATION ..
THEN PERHAPS, THIS IS SOCIETY'S WAY OF WEEDING OUT PEOPLE WHO WILL MAKE IT (or at least have a better chance) WHEN THEY DECIDE TO GO AGAINST THE GRAIN. BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE HAVE PUT STABLE FUTURES ON THE LINE, THEY JUST HAVE TO SUCCEED... RIGHT?
SO THE CURRENT TOSSUP IS BETWEEN FOLLOWING THE CURRENT AND END UP DOING SOMETHING I DONT ENJOY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, BUT HAVE A STABLE INCOME, OR TAKE A STAB AT LIFE AND DO SOMETHING I LOVE, WHICH MEANS THAT I PROBABLY WILL NOT HAVE A STABLE INCOME, OR AN INCOME AT ALL.
SURE, ITS EASY TO SAY THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT; LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.... HEY, IT AINT THAT EASY.
TIME IS NOT ON OUR SIDES.
EVEN WHEN I REALLY WANT TO PURSUE LETS SAY COURSE A, THERE'S STILL A VOICE THAT SAYS "WHAT IF YOU DONT MAKE IT?"
AM I GOOD ENOUGH? DO I HAVE THE CAPABILITIES TO MAKE IT IN THE PASTRY WORLD.
WILL THIS PASSION EVEN SUSTAIN ITSELF IF I HAVE TO WORK WITH IT DAY IN DAY OUT. I THINK THAT'S ONE OF MY WORST FEARS... TO PURSUE BAKING AND TO LOSE MY PASSION HALFWAY. I MEAN YOU SEE IT ALL THE TIME IN SHOWS LIKE KITCHEN NIGHTMARES WHERE CHEFS JUST GET TIRED OF IT ALL. I'M PRETTY SURE IT APPLIES ACROSS ALL FIELDS AS WELL.
THE SCARY THING I SUPPOSE IS THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE AN ANSWER. YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE THAT LEAP OF FAITH.
BECAUSE THE ONLY LONG TERM THING THAT I HAVE STUCK TO AND CONTINUED TO LOVE IS CHOIR. BUT THAT'S HARDLY A PROFESSION BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE TALENT TO PURSUE MUSIC.
AND SO IT COMES BACK TO THIS... WHAT MAKES ME GOOD ENOUGH TO PURSUE BAKING?

2011-09-24T15:04:00.002Z

AND SHE IS 10!!!
=)

MARE this was the video I wanted to show you

okay so wishlist as requested by elsa and rah =)
basically its more of a booklist... haha
The perks of being a wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
Water for elephants by Sara Gruen
something by Phillippa Gregory?

2011-09-09T09:40:00.002Z

THE LIST OF WORDS I DO NOT WANT TO SEE IN 3 MONTHS TIME
COMPLEMENTARY BASE PAIRING
GORBACHEV'S POLICIES OF GLASNOST AND PERESTROIKA
ACCORDING TO THE ____ SCHOOL OF THOUGHT/ INTERPRETATION
HYDROLYSIS
REAGAN'S SDI
END OF THE COLD WAR
PAKISTANI INTRANSIGENCE
CHEMISTRY
EXTENT OF VAN DER WAALS FORCES OF ATTRACTION
ELECTRON DEFICIENT N ATOM
HIGH CHARGE DENSITY
APGP
EXTENT OF POLARISATION OF ELECTRON CLOUD
...
i had a longer list. i just cant recall the rest of them.
yes, but if i see complementary base pair again arh? WAHLAO EH
deb: will come up with a wishlist (maybe) or perhaps i should just leave yall to kill a few more braincells to think =) whahahaha

2011-09-06T11:55:00.002Z

hello =)
decided to listen to these songs again just for old times sake.
i think i enjoyed singing these two songs a heck of a lot =)

2011-08-30T10:02:00.001Z

2011-08-25T14:00:00.003Z

YOU'VE BEEN HOLDING ON A LONG TIME
yep and now we're finally nearing the end of these 2 fleeting years in well, somewhere between heaven and hell.
I WON'T LET THE WATER TAKE ME

the other day...
can you just let me do what i deem to be fit for me to get through this A levels in one piece? i mean like things like "wah, dont even have the time to come out for dinner" these kind of things just bother me because it makes it seem that i dont value these relationships enough to make so-called small sacrifices. well how bout this, every time i attend these things, i am throwing away, a morning, an afternoon, a night's worth of time that could have been better optimised.
whether i eventually do well or not, i want to come out of the exams without the shitty feeling of "oh, i should have studied more" or all the shoulda, woulda, coulda (s)...
I want to come out knowing that yes, i squandered away some of my time in J1 and J2, but ultimately, i got my act together and for what it was worth, gave it my very best shot. this is what i want.
i'm trying very hard to accomodate your feelings but at this point of time, studies come first. in its entirety, sure it is selfish. but i dont want to risk playing not just with fire, but with my future.
i cant stand to imagine what could have been. i'd much rather BE. (i dont know if this makes sense...)
sure, you've gone through the A's before. but that was in YOUR TIME. this is different, its so much more competitive now and your daughter has already been conferred the selective DISADVANTAGE. so do you know how much i have to do to NOT be ELIMINATED from the population (that resides in NUS?)
seriously...
so please... i already have a lot of things on my plate so just this once can you spare me all the guilt-tripping?

today....
it was probably the most fun i've had in school for awhile now.
=)
BUT HOW CAN YOU GUYS NOT KNOW WHAT GANACHE IS?!?
lol

2011-08-04T15:33:00.003Z

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY OTHER THAN LION KING WAS PROBABLY THE BEST MUSICAL/CONCERT THAT I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED!
and I say experience because its MORE than just being an audience member. you feel INVOLVED and they take you on a JOURNEY.
and the whole concept was so cool, the sets were so elaborate and EVERYONE could sing! not just the principals
it was like this whole congregation of fabulous singers =)
IT HAD THIS INFECTIOUS HAPPY-FYING EFFECT
everyone was grinning from ear to ear, even the conductor (which thanks to mare, I know is Richard Montgomery, was so into the music and really conducting with JOY)
it was totally worth it and all those people who say its a waste of money should just go and slap themselves because this really is one of those once in a lifetime things.
=)

CLOSE TO ONE WEEK ON AND ITS STILL AWESOME =)

2011-07-15T07:14:00.002Z

MJCHOIR I AM SO PROUD OF YOU =)
HAHA I COULDNT STOP SMILING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CANTEEN WHEN I SAW THE SMS.
ON HINDSIGHT, I PROBABLY LOOKED SIAO.
BUT, OH WELL =)

CATEGORY CHAMPS, JURY PRIZE, 1ST RUNNER UP AND OUTSTANDING CONDUCTOR AWARD!
=)

better times =)

2011-07-10T14:21:00.002Z

I'M REALLY A LUCKY LUCKY GIRL TO HAVE SUCH FABULOUS FRIENDS =)
TODAY TOTALLY MADE MY WEEK, HECK MONTH (SINCE THE BETTER PART OF IT HAS BEEN SPENT ON STUDYING)
I REALLY CANT PUT IN WORDS HOW THESE 3 GIRLS MEAN TO ME, HAHA FOR THE LACK OF A BETTER EXPRESSION,
I <3 YOU ALL =)
OHOHOH QUOTES FROM RAH " HEART MELTS INTO GOOEY MESS" =)

2011-07-06T13:05:00.000Z

2011-07-04T15:06:00.003Z

I GUESS BY NOT LISTENING CLOSELY TO THE LYRICS, THE MELODY OF WAS SO LILTING AND PULLED(?) THAT IT MADE ME FEEL BETTER AFTER WHAT HAD HAPPENED.

IT'S LIKE I HAVE THIS WHOLE ELABORATE SCHEME IN MY HEAD AND JUST WONDERING WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I ACTUALLY CARRIED IT OUT. AS UNLIKE ME AS THIS MAY SEEM.... EVEN AS THE CONSEQUENCES OUTWEIGH THE NON EXISTENT BENEFITS.
I JUST CANT GET AROUND ALL YOUR LIES AND DECEPTIONS...
I WONT WISH YOU WELL BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DONT EXPECT ME TOO, AND I CANT, BECAUSE I DONT.
I DONT SEE RATIONALLY HOW GIVING UP ALL OF THIS HAS MADE YOUR LIFE BETTER.
YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE A PARENT. IMMA SAY IT OUT FRONT. NO FIT PARENT WOULD KNOWINGLY AND WILLINGLY HEAP MOUNDS UPON MOUNDS OF MISERY IN THEIR KIDS. STICKING A KNIFE INTO A WOUND THAT HAS BARELY HEALED (AND SADISTICALLY DOING SO AS WELL, MIGHT I ADD)
YOU SAID THAT YOU DIDNT FEEL THAT I LOVED YOU.
YOU NEVER SAW ME SING
YOU NEVER SAW ME BAKE
YOU NEVER SAW ME BREAK DOWN
YOU NEVER.
AND YOU SAY I NEVER LOVED YOU.

MAYBE I'M TOO CAUGHT UP IN WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF MY WOULD BE ACTIONS, AND HOW THEY JUDGE ME THEREAFTER.
I'LL BE THAT COUSIN YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN IN AGES.
OR PERHAPS I'D BE REPLACED.
THE DRAMA QUEEN, THE RECKLESS ONE, THE ONE WHO HAS LOST IT.
MAYBE I HAVE.

YES I HAVE HAD A HAPPY CHILDHOOD. BUT WHAT'S LEFT OF IT REMAINS FOREVER TARNISHED BY THE QUESTION MARK THAT SAYS " WAS THIS ALL A LIE"
A DAUGHTER OF A LIAR
IS THAT WHAT I'D BE LABELLED AS?

OKAY SO I KNOW THAT NOT ALL PEOPLE ARE LIKE THAT, DONT GET ME WRONG.
ITS JUST THAT I'VE NOTICED PLENTY OF CONTRADICTIONS.
ITS NOT LIKE YOU ARE GETTING HITCHED TO SOME PYT. (THAT WOULD JUST MAKE YOU A CHEE-KO-PEK, BUT FAIR ENOUGH, MORE FORGIVABLE SINCE YOU ARE MERELY HER SUGAR DADDY)
WHY IN THE HECK? HER?
AND YOU TELL ME THIS NOW? ONE WEEK.
RIGHT BEFORE MY BIO PAPER (HA!)

IF I HAD FREE REIGN, AND IF THIS WERE AMERICA (OR ANY LIBERAL COUNTRY UNBOUNDED BY ASIAN VALUES), I'D GIVE BOTH YOU AND HER ONE GOOD SLAP.
EACH.

I KNOW MORE THAN YOU THINK. WALLFLOWERS ARE OBSERVERS.

OKAY SO THATS A PRETTY LONG POST.
MARE, SA, RAH AND JIAMIN I'LL FILL YOU GUYS IN AFTER MYES BECAUSE STUDIES ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS AND I REALLY REALLY COULD DO WITH A HUG NOW =)

2011-07-03T08:54:00.002Z

SO WORTH THE WATCH =)
HAHAHA

2011-06-22T14:11:00.002Z

DOUBLE POST BECAUSE I SHOULD DO ONE ON THE AHS CONCERT =)
SO IT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE I LAST WENT FOR A CHOIR CONCERT AND I GUESS MY EXPECTATIONS WERE KINDA HIGH CONSIDERING THAT AHS GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS THE LAST TIME I HEARD THEM SINGING SLEEP.
THAT BEING SAID THE REPERTOIRE WAS FABULOUS!
IN MY HUMBLE OPINION, IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST I DARESAY.
BECAUSE IT WAS LIKE ALMOST EVERY SONG, OR EVERY OTHER SONG WAS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES =)
THEY SANG:
MY LOVE DWELT IN NORTHERN LAND
KRUHAY
KALINDA
KYRIE?
I AM NOT YOURS
HANA
CONVERSION OF SOL
OKAY THERE WERE MORE BUT I CANT QUITE REMEMBER... BUT THIS AMOUNT OF SONGS IN ONE NIGHT?!? AWESOME =)
THEIR SOPS WERE RINGING AND RINGING AND RINGING
(SANS THE FIRST HIGH NOTE FOR O HOLY NIGHT, BUT THEY GOT ALMOST EVERY ONE AFTER THAT)
AND THE ALTOS WERE THERE WHEN THEY NEEDED TO BE AND WERE SOLID AT THAT.
YING TING WAS SO PRETTY!!!!
HOWEVER, (HAHA)
WITH SINGING SUCH WELL KNOWN SONGS, COMES THE CHALLENGE OF TRYING TO BETTER THE BEST? I GUESS, AND SOME OF THE SONGS HAD BEEN PERFORMED BETTER BY OTHER CHOIRS...
BUT THEIR HANA WAS STILL REAL NICE =)
I THINK THAT WAS MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE FOR THE NIGHT.
EVEN THOUGH I THINK THE REST PREFERRED UBI CARITIAS.
AH WELL =)
AT THE END OF IT ALL, IT WAS A FUN NIGHT OUT AND A JOB WELL DONE TO AHS CHOIR AND TO THE ALUMNI AS WELL! =)
YOU DELIVERED BEAUTIFUL MUSIC YESTERDAY NIGHT AND YOU SHOULD BE VERY PROUD OF IT =)

2011-06-20T14:08:00.003Z

SEMI PHOTO POST TODAY =)
AND I AM OFFICIALLY SCREWED FOR MYES SO MY GOAL IS AT THE VERY LEAST, PASS BIO AND MATH
AS FOR CHEM WELL, I SHOULD KNOW BETER THAN TO GET MY HOPES UP.
YES AS YOU CAN TELL, I HAVE CLOSE TO NO LIFE.
BUT CHOIR BBQ THE OTHER DAY WAS ACTUALLY QUITE FUN =)
410 DEFICIT IMAGINARY CENTS
NIGHT WALK AT 1AM
MAC VALUE BREAKFAST
=)

2011-06-13T02:11:00.002Z

SO THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY NOW BECAUSE NOTHING BIG HAS HAPPENED I GUESS, UNLESS YOU COUNT MY SUPER FAIL ATTEMPT TO MUG FOR MIDYEARS.
I KNOW I'M OUT OF TIME BUT YET, THE WHOLE MUGGING BUG HAS NOT GOT ME YET. THE ONLY BUG IS THE STUPID MOSQUITO IN MY ROOM THAT HAS BEEN SUCKING MY BLOOD FOR THE PAST 2 NIGHTS =(
YESTERDAY I WENT TO CHECK THE NUS WEBSITE AND FOUND OUT THAT THEY ONLY ACCEPT 50 STUDENTS INTO FOOD SCIENCE AND TECH,
BASICALLY, I HAVE TO GET STRAIGHT A'S WHICH MY ANY STANDARDS, IS PRETTY IMPOSSIBLE.
PERHAPS I MAY END UP IN SHATEC OR SOMETHING AFTER ALL...
VECTORS AND DIFFERENTIATION ARE IN MARE'S WORDS MAKE YOU "MINDBLOWN!!"

2011-05-16T15:22:00.002Z

OKAY SO IN A BID TO LIGHTEN THINGS UP,
I SHALL BLOG ABOUT MORE FRIVOLOUS THINGS TODAY.
MORE LIKE THE THINGS I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO.
1. DINNER WITH XUAN
2. ELSA'S 18TH ON SAT
3. MS HUA'S FAREWELL AND J2 FAREWELL
4. CHOIR BBQ
=)

TIME TO SHIFT GEARS AND BECOME A LEAN, (NOT SO MEAN) MUGGIN' MACHINE!
...wait did i just say that?

2011-05-14T15:44:00.002Z

BEAR WITH ME
BUT YES THIS IS GOING TO BE ANOTHER CHOIR POST.

YESTERDAY, I STUPIDLY WENT TO HEAR ALL THE PAST RECORDINGS OF US PERFORMING IN RIVA AND FOR LIMELIGHT.
STUPID BECAUSE IT MADE ME HURT INSIDE
ITS LIKE THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE IS REALLY REALLY GOING TO END.
AS OF NOW, I CANT PERFORM NO MORE,
CANT WARM UP NO MORE
CANT SING FANTASTIC SONGS NO MORE.
ITS FUNNY HOW TWEEN DUSK AND DREAMS FLOATED INTO MY BRAIN DURING SOME LECTURE DURING THE WEEK.
YEAH I SHOULD START LETTING GO
BUT HOW DO YOU CANT LET GO WHEN YOU DONT WANT TO. RIGHT?
9 YEARS. 3 CHOIRS. AS MUCH AS I LOVE TK, I NEVER IMAGINED THAT MJ WOULD MEAN THIS MUCH TO ME. I UNDERESTIMATED THE INTENSITY OF THE BONDS THAT I WOULD FORM HERE WITHIN THIS ONE AND A HALF YEARS. THESE PEOPLE ARE REALLY A SPECIAL BUNCH.=)
I WANTED TO PUT ALL THESE FEELINGS INTO WORDS.
BUT I AM OUT OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW...

this whole choral journey is far bigger than us.
i've been blessed to make not only friends, but sisters-almost!
i mean i've found my twin, and i've got a prom partner! lol debbie =)
and a MUMMY! =)

SO ELECTIONS ARE OVER AND I CAN FINALLY STEP DOWN =)
ALL THE BEST TO NICOLE =)
MAY YOU FIND THAT BESIDES BEING A RATHER SLACK JOB [HAHA], IT PROVIDES YOU WITH A WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY TO LEAD AND GROW, NOT ONLY IN YOUR SKILLS, BUT ALSO AS A PERSON =)

TO THE J2S
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SERVE YOU AND FOR BEING COOPERATIVE =)
THANK YOU ALVIN FOR MAKING THIS ONE YEAR REAL RUN AND ENTERTAINING IN THE MIDST OF BUYING BIRTHDAY CAKES, PI PA GAO, GREEN TEA, LOSING ADAPTERS TWICE -OOPS- , COSTUME CHECKS, CARRYING KEYBOARDS AND ALL!
=)

TO SHERYL TAN.
Life is a rip-off when you expect to get what you want.Life works when you choose what you got. Actually what you got is what you chose. To move on, choose it.
Werner Erhard
I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT MAKING THINGS BETTER BECAUSE I CANT CHANGE ANYTHING BUT MAY THIS INCIDENT LEAVE NO DENT ON YOUR INCREDIBLE PASSION FOR SINGING, SMILING AND LOVE FOR MJCHOIR.

2011-05-08T23:09:00.001Z

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

2011-05-05T11:36:00.002Z

TALK ABOUT IT
SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW
THIS COULD BE THE END OF EVERYTHING
SO WHY DONT WE GO
SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW.

ITS A PLACE ONLY MJCHOIR WILL KNOW...
READING ALL THE FB POSTS AND NOTES, I CAN FEEL THE BONDS THAT HOLD US TOGETHER AND EVEN WITH THE UPS AND DOWNS, I REALLY DO LOVE MJCHOIR WITH ALL MY HEART.

YT WROTE A REALLY REALLY GOOD NOTE ON FB. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT IT WAS HER BEST YET =)
JX HAS ONE UP TOO =)

MJCHOIR. WE HAVE MADE MUSIC. WE MAKE THE MUSIC. WE WILL MAKE MUSIC.
<3

2011-05-04T13:37:00.003Z

TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY THAT I CRIED FOR MJCHOIR.
SURE, AWARDS ARENT EVERYTHING AND WHAT MATTERS IS THAT I GAVE IT MY ALL AND I CAME OFF THAT STAGE WITH CLOSE TO NO REGRETS.
BUT WHAT I WEPT FOR WAS THAT WHATEVER THAT I GAVE, OR WE GAVE, WASNT GOOD ENOUGH TO KEEP THE HONOURS.
IF THIS WAS MY BEST SHOWING OUT OF ALL THE SYFS THAT I'VE PARTICIPATED IN... WHY,
SURE, I EXPECTED A GOLD. IT WAS THE HOPE THAT I HARBORED THAT GOT TO ME.
PRIOR TO THE PERFORMANCE, I REALLY HAD A GOOD FEELING ABOUT TODAY.
AFTER WE CAME OFFSTAGE, I WAS HOPING... SOMEHOW STILL HOPING THAT WE COULD STILL CLINCH THE GWH.
ITS SUCH AN IRONY THAT THE 17 OR SO OF US WENT TO WATCH ARTHUR AFTER THE PERFORMANCE AND LEFT ON SUCH A HIGH, ONLY TO COME CRASHING DOWN . HARD.
YOU CAN SAY ALL THE ENCOURAGING WORDS IN THE WORLD AND HOW WE DESERVE BETTER BUT THE FACT STILL REMAINS THAT WHEN IT CAME DOWN TO THE WIRE, WE FAILED TO MEET THE MARK.

IT MAY BE CONSOLATION TO SOME THAT PERHAPS WE JUST MISSED THE GWH. BUT THEN AGAIN, 6 OTHER CHOIRS GOT THE GWH. WE WERENT EVEN IN THE TOP 6.

ON THE SLIGHTLY BRIGHTER SIDE, I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO THANK THOSE WHO GAVE IT THEIR ALL, NOT JUST TODAY, BUT FOR THE PAST FEW PRACTICES =)
AS MUCH AS I'D LIKE TO THINK THAT EVERYONE GAVE THEIR ALL, I KNOW THAT IT PROBABLY WASNT TRUE...
JUST SAYING...

@GWENGWENDONDON
I KNOW ITS SUPER UNFAIR BECAUSE YOU OUT OF ALL PEOPLE HAVE TOILED AND FOUGHT FOR THIS SYF SINCE GOODNESS KNOWS WHEN AND ITS NOT EASY BEING THE SL OF 16 GIRLS WHO DONT LISTEN TO YOU HALF THE TIME.
I DONT KNOW HOW ON EARTH YOU DO IT WITHOUT SCREAMING YOUR HEAD OFF BUT YOU HAVE WORKED YOUR MAGIC ON US AND IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT THAT WE FELL SHORT.
YOU HAVE BEEN A REALLY AWESOME SL =)
WITH TIME, IT WILL GET BETTER!!!!

@EVILYWEEBLY
MARE
HEY, WE ALL GAVE IT OUR BEST SHOT AND THE RESULTS CANT BE CHANGED. I MEAN YEAH SURE WE WERE CAPABLE OF A BETTER MAGNIFICAT BUT THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPENS. SO... AS PAINFUL AS IT HURTS FOR ALL OF US NOW, LETS JUST DO OUR BEST TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER, AND LET TIME DO ITS HEALING THINGY =)
ME LOVE YOU TWINNN

@SHERYLEEEE
SEE YOU TMR.
WE CAN SURVIVE THIS
WE WILL FIND A WAY TO MOVE ON.

@JANALALA, DEBBIE, JOY, XUAN, YING TING,
AIYA, I'VE SAID THE ESSENTIALS. JUST READ THE ABOVE...
SORRY VERY SLEEPY NOW...
ZZZ

@ SENIORS
I'M SORRY THAT WE WERE NOT UP TO THE CALIBRE TO UPHOLD THE HONOURS THAT YOU FOUGHT SO HARD FOR.
THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME TISSUE TODAY =)
CHERYL YOUR HAIRTIE IS STILL WITH ME
BUT THANK YOU FOR COMING DOWN TO GIVE US MORAL SUPPORT.

I'D LIKE TO THANK MORE PEOPLE, BUT CANNOT FUNCTION LIAO.... NEED TO SLEEEEPPPP!

[EDIT]
IN THE END WHAT MATTERS MOST TO US, IS STILL THE BONDS THAT WE HAVE FORGED AND STRENGTHENED.
WITH THIS FAMILY THAT MAKES THE MOST GORGEOUS MUSIC
<3

OH AND CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO GOT WHAT THEY WANTED FOR SYF =)
CONGRATS TO JIAMIN COS NY GOT THEIR GOLD
AND TO DEBORAH LOCK SHU WEN FOR MAINTAINING THEIR SILVER (AT LEAST MAINTAIN KAY)
AND TO LOU {WHO WILL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS..}
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL...

2011-05-01T13:21:00.003Z

AS SLIGHTLY MELODRAMATIC AS THIS MAY SOUND,
THIS WEDNESDAY WILL MARK THE END OF NEARLY A DECADE (9 YEARS TO BE SPECIFIC) OF MY LIFE THAT HAS BEEN DEVOTED TO CHOIR.
9 YEARS, ITS BEEN SO LONG THAT I CANT REMEMBER WHAT IT FELT LIKE WITHOUT SINGING. REALLY.
I MEAN YES, I KNEW THIS WOULD COME. BUT IF YOU ASK ME IF I CAN JUST LET IT ALL GO, MY ANSWER WOULD BE NO.
I CAN GO WITHOUT SINGING UNTIL SAY A LEVELS AS I HAD DONE WITH THE O'S. BUT I'M NOT DONE WITH CHOIR. I'M NOT DONE SINGING.
O LEVELS WAS DIFFERENT. AT THAT POINT OF TIME, NO MATTER WHERE I ENDED UP IN, I KNEW I WOULD STILL HAVE CHOIR.
NOW, ITS LIKE IF I FAIL TO GET INTO NUS, I CAN FORGET ABOUT CHOIR FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. ITS NOT SOMETHING THAT I AM ASSURED OF.
SO ITS SORT OF LIKE THIS CATCH 22 I GUESS, WILL I, OR WILL I NOT?
I AM NOT SURE IF THIS IS ALL MAKING ANY SENSE...
IN ANY CASE, THIS WEDNESDAY I WILL SING MY HEART OUT FOR THE THING I LOVE, WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE.

3 MORE DAYS PEOPLE!!!
JIAYOU
MARE GET WELL SOON!!!!!

2011-04-29T12:19:00.000Z

Into My Own

by Robert Frost

One of my wishes is that those dark trees,
So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze,
Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom,
But stretched away unto the edge of doom.

I should not be withheld but that some day
Into their vastness I should steal away,
Fearless of ever finding open land,
Or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand.

I do not see why I should e'er turn back,
Or those should not set forth upon my track
To overtake me, who should miss me here
And long to know if still I held them dear.

They would not find me changed from him they knew--
Only more sure of all I thought was true.

2011-04-22T01:33:00.002Z

VIDEO SPAM!!!

PARADISE LOST, SHADOWS AND WINGS

ON MY OWN
10TH ANNIVERSARY OF LES MISERABLES

ONE DAY MORE

2011-04-19T13:07:00.001Z

TKG CHOIR GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!
3 TIMES IS STILL A CHARM =)
I'M SUPER PROUD OF YOU ALL =)
NOW ONLY IF I COULD GET HOLD OF A RECORDING OF YALL SINGING...
I HEARD THAT IT WAS FANTASTIC!
=)

2011-04-13T14:08:00.002Z

NO REGRETS
THAT'S MAINLY WHAT I HOPE TO HAVE IN 20 DAYS TIME
FRANKLY, I FEEL THAT WE ARE SUPER UNPREPARED AND UNFOCUSED AND THAT WILL COST US, JUST LIKE IT DID IN RIVA
ONE YEAR AGO, THREE YEARS AGO.
MOSTLY, I FEEL THAT, I MAY BY ALL MEANS BE TOTALLY WRONG, CHOIR HAS BECOME THIS PLACE WHERE YES, WE SPEND TIME WITH THE DEAREST OF FRIENDS, BUT HAS ALSO BECOME A BURDEN? GOING AS FAR AS SOMETIMES A WASTE OF TIME BECAUSE OF SOME REASON...
YES, WE ARE TIRED, ALL TIRED OF SCHOOL, OF PW, OF SO MANY THINGS ...
BUT SHOULDNT THE JOY COME FROM GIVING WHATEVER YOU HAVE LEFT (AND MORE) TO PERFECT THESE 3 SONGS AND FEELING GOOD BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT, WELL, THE SONG IS PERFECT.
RATHER THAN TO TAKE JOY FROM GOOFING AROUND EVERY FIVE MINUTES AND RANDOM THINGS LIKE THAT.
THAT JOY IS SHORTLIVED AND WILL ULTIMATELY BE OUTWEIGHED BY THE DEPRESSING FACT THAT IN 2O DAYS TIME, WE WOULD HAVE SLIPPED FROM A GWH CHOIR TO A GOLD ONE OR WORSE.

WE HAVE THE TALENT
WE STILL HAVE TIME TO MAKE THIS WORK
SO WHY WONT WE?
ITS THE LAST SYF THAT WE WILL EVER TAKE PART IN
DONT YOU WANT IT TO BE THE BEST ONE YET?
EVEN IF YOU MAY NOT FEEL AS CLOSE TO ONE THAN THE OTHER
IT IS OUR LAST SYF
WE STEP OFF THAT STAGE AND WE ARE DONE WITH THE MANY YEARS OF OUR LIVES THAT WE HAVE DEVOTED TO SINGING.
DO YOU REALLY WANT TO JUST LET IT GO AND DECOMPOSE IN ONE CORNER OR SOMETHING?
20 DAYS
20 DAYS
20 DAYS
WE CAN STILL TURN THIS THING AROUND
WE HAVE THE TALENT TO DO THIS FOR THE VERY LAST TIME.
PLEASE.

2011-04-08T08:31:00.002Z

ITS OUT!!!
AND ITS AWESOME!!!!!!!!
THIS TOTALLY MADE MY DAY =)
HAHA SPOT ME...

so at least now I can say that I've accomplished one of my goals which was to sing SLEEP with a choir =)
THANK YOU I REALLY NEEDED THIS =)
MY WEEK HAS BEEN UTTER CRAP
I MEAN 3 Us AND A B FOR PW?
I THINK MY PATH TOWARDS UNI JUST GOT A HELL-LOT TOUGHER

2011-04-07T13:54:00.004Z

I AM A DUDUU
AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE SIMPLY BEEN beaUtiful
I MAY SEEM LIKE I LAUGH IT OFF EASILY BUT I MEAN IT SUCKS TO HAVE STUDIED AND NOT PASS. I'M NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT EXCELLING. IT'S JUST PASSING. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DO SO?

SO WHAT IF YOU'VE DONE WELL. CONGRATULATIONS OF COURSE. YOU'VE BEEN REWARDED FOR YOUR EFFORTS.
BUT PLEASE DO NOT LORD IT OVER ME AND MAKE IT SEEM AS THOUGH I SHOULD WORSHIP EVERY WORD THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR ORIFICE.
I THINK I'VE BECOME MORE CYNICAL WHEN I'M CONSTANTLY AROUND YOU AND IT HAS MADE ME MORPH INTO A PERSON THAT I BARELY RECOGNIZE, LET ALONE LIKE.
YOU THINK THAT EVERYTHING CAN BE SUBJECTED TO SARCASM. BUT DOESNT EVERYONE WANT TO FEEL NICE ONCE IN AWHILE?
YOU THINK THAT THE WHOLE WORLD SHOULD LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE DURING LECTURES INSTEAD OF THE LECTURES.
WELL ACTUALLY NOPE, MOST OF THE TIME I DONT REALLY CARE WHAT ABOUT YOUR RANDOM COMMENTS.
YOUR MARKS CLAIM TO BE SUPERIOR TO MINE BUT YET, YOU COPY MY HOMEWORK. HAVE YOU NO BRAINS TO THINK?
YOU KNOW SOMETHING? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE HECK I'M ADDRESSING THIS TO. YOU OR ME.

A FEW DAYS AGO, I TWEETED, [YES I TWEETED....]
WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE.
I MEAN AFTER WE ARE DONE WITH CHOIR, BE IT THE GWH OR GOLD OR TOUCH WOOD SILVER THAT WE ACHIEVE [WHICH AT THIS POINT I REALLY DONT KNOW..] WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE
WHERE DO THE BONDS WE FORM GO
THE RELATIONSHIPS FORMED GO
I KNOW THAT THE VIEW IS THAT THEY WILL STAY LAH THEN!
BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT NO ONE REALLY KNOWS
ITS EASIER TO SAY THAT THE FRIENDS I'VE FOUND HERE WILL LAST
BUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT I RARELY TALK TO OR ON THOSE HI-BYE STATUS ?
WILL THEY, OR WILL I, STILL SAY HI?
IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE, I'M GRATEFUL FOR MJCHOIR BECAUSE DESPITE IT ALL, IT HAS BEEN [AT LEAST MY] SAFE HAVEN. SOMEWHERE THAT I COULD GO TO RELIEVE ALL MY PROBLEMS... WELL MOST ANYWAYS
IT MADE MY DAY
AND IT STILL DOES
THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT CHOIR PEOPLE, AND I BELIEVE FOR PEOPLE OF EACH CCA TOO,
NO ONE GETS YOU BETTER ...
I MEAN WHERE ELSE WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO LET YOUR VOICE SOAR? [IN PERFECT HARMONY WITH A BUNCH OF TALENTED PEOPLE TOO, I MIGHT ADD]
ITS THAT SOMETHING THAT GOT ALL OF US HOOKED ONTO CHOIR IN THE FIRST PLACE AND KEPT US HANGING ON THROUGH TOUGH TIMES LIKE THIS.
SO IN THIS LAST MONTH OR SO?
FIGHT AS WE MAY, AS TIRED AS WE MAY BE, THIS IS THE LAST CHANCE TO PERFORM PERHAPS
OUR LAST SYF
OUR SWANSONG
WOULDNT YOU WANT TO LEAVE WITH A BANG?
SO HERE WE STAND, WITH LESS THAN A MONTH TO GO...
AS MUCH AS YOU CANT WAIT TO QUIT CHOIR, AS MUCH AS YOU MAY DETEST PEOPLE IN CHOIR, OR AS MUCH AS YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN.
FOR THIS MONTH, CAN LETS FIND BACK THAT PASSION, THAT FAITH, THAT SPARK THAT MADE YOU WANT TO SING WITH ALL YOUR HEART, TO LET YOUR VOICE RING IN OUR MEMORIES OF SYF, TO WORK AS A FAMILY, NOT EVEN AS A CHOIR, TO GET OUT GWH TOGETHER .
BEFORE DOING THIS SHIT CALLED A LEVELS.

OOPS OVERUN....
I WASNT PLANNING ON RAMBLING ON ABOUT CHOIR.
BUT I GUESS ALL THAT I'VE WANTED TO SAY IS ALL OUT THERE.
THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A TRYING PERIOD FOR ALL OF US
FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY, I WAS REALLY WORRIED BECAUSE THE REALITY OF NOT QUALIFYING FOR NUS JUST HIT ME LIKE A DOUBLE DECKER SBS TRANSIT BUS.

2011-04-04T14:40:00.001Z

2011-03-29T23:45:00.003Z

[EDIT]
Mindy's account of Riva is up on her tumblr so go check it out
flymetovenice.tumblr.com

=)

2011-03-27T06:02:00.003Z

ONE YEAR FROM RIVA
WELL SOMETHING CHOIR RELATED ALSO HAPPENED.
IE, LEARNING CHOREO AND AUDITIONS.
I HAVE TO HAND IT TO THE CHOREO TEAM FOR COMING UP (AND TEACHING) US ALL THE STEPS BECAUSE I THINK THIS IS THE MOST CHOREO INTENSIVE SONG THAT MANY OF US HAVE EVER DONE.
AND AUDITIONS WERE ALRIGHT I GUESS... COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER, COULD HAVE BEEN MUCH WORSE...
HAHA
AND ALL MJCHOIR GIRLS SHOULD GO CHECK OUT MINDY'S TUMBLR
flymetovenice.tumblr.com
SHE PROMISES TO BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE
AND IT DID TO MINE.
I MEAN JUST ALL THE MEMORIES AND STUFF
AND PICTURES THAT I DIDNT KNOW WERE TAKEN TOO...
IT JUST TAKES YOU BACK TO THE GOOD DAYS WITH NATURAL AIR CON, MOUNTAINS OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW AND OF COURSE, FRIENDS. =)

MEANWHILE, PUTT'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE PICTURES AND VIDEO IS UP ON FB =)
WAHAHA

2011-03-24T12:15:00.002Z

MARCH BLOC IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)
POST MBTS, WENT OVER TO MARE'S TO WATCH ANGELS AND DEMONS AND V FOR VENDETTA.
BOTH WERE REAL GOOD =)
AND NOW I CAN FINALLY CATCH UP ON SLEEP.
I THINK ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT I REALLY FELT SOO ZOMBIFIED BECAUSE THE BRAIN SEEMINGLY WAS DEAD AND NOT FUNCTIONING. LOL
BUT ITS ALL OVER NOW =)
WELL AT LEAST UNTIL JUNE... HEH

2011-03-21T15:35:00.001Z

Say my name like it's the last time,
Live today like its your last night,
We want to cry but we know its alright,
Cause im with you and your with me,
Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and i, you and i..colours in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you,
Is one im gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

Promise me you'll stay the way you are,
Keep the fire alive and stay young at heart,
When the storm feels like it could blow you out remember, you got me and I got you..cause we are, butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and i, you and i..colours in the sky,
When the innocence is dead and gone,
These will be the times we look back on.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you,
Is one im gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

I won't, I won't let your memory go cause your colors they burn so bright,
Who knows, who knows what tomorrow will hold but I know that we'll be alright

Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and i, you and i..colours in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you,
Is one im gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

2011-03-15T07:12:00.000Z

HAHA
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

2011-03-06T13:20:00.002Z

HOW I WISH THAT YOU WOULD ALLOW ME TO DROWN IN YOUR MUSIC

IT ALWAYS SOUNDS SO MUCH EASIER TO LEAVE
BUT STICKING TO THE PATH MOULDS US INTO STRONGER PEOPLE
YOU KNOW YOU TELL YOURSELF ITS JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS, A FEW MORE WEEKS.
JUST STUDY FIRST AND YOU'LL GET THE RESULTS.
AND THEN THE NEXT HOUR, THE NEXT DAY...
PROCRASTINATION SETS IN.
ITS A VICIOUS CYCLE
THAT'S WHY I REALLY REPECT PEOPLE LIKE SHERYL AND MARE [JUST TO NAME A FEW]
BECAUSE THEY PUSH THEMSELVES SO MUCH AND ARE SO SELF MOTIVATED THAT IT MAKES YOU FEEL GUILTY.
I WEEKEND. AND ALL I'VE DONE IS A PROBABILITY TUTORIAL.
WHAT HAPPENED TO REVISING FOR MBTS AND ALL THAT JAZZ?
CLASSIC PROCRASTINATION CYCLE.

THIS MAY SOUND RANDOM AND ALL BUT:
CHOIR GIRLS GIVE THE BEST HUGS =)
I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IT IS TRUE.

2011-03-04T13:29:00.001Z

DONT BE DISHEARTENED... CAUSE BABY YOU'RE A FIREWORK

2011-03-03T15:06:00.003Z

WHY ARE SO MANY OF YOU SAD THESE FEW DAYS?
ME GIVE YOU VIRTUAL HUG!
TIMES MAY GET TOUGH, BUT WE ARE TOUGHER THAN THAT =)

YES SO WE MUST TRY TO BE HAPPY [LIKE THIS TOE!]

EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES WE WANT TO GET LOST IN OUR OWN LITTLE BUBBLES.
LOST IN A PLACE THAT ONLY WE KNOW OF.
WHERE THERE ARE NO RESTRICTIONS. NO BOUNDARIES. NO STRESS.

SOMETIMES WE ALL JUST WANT TO BE FREE
FREE FROM THIS COMPLEX REALITIES.
TO DO WHAT WE WANT
LIKE SING ALL DAY
AND CATCH UP ON SLEEP.

CHEER UP =)
LIFE'S NOT ALWAYS GOING TO GET BETTER
I CANT ALWAYS GIVE ADVICE
BUT I CAN GIVE YOU A LISTENING EAR AND A HUG.
WE SHALL ALL GET THROUGH THIS
JYJY

2011-03-03T14:58:00.003Z

TO : CHERYL, SHU HAN, CLARA, JOELIN, ARLENE, ALICIA, SHI HAN, GLORIA, PUTT, BERO, AND ALL THE OTHER J3S =)
ALL THE BEST FOR TMR AND MAY YOU ALL PASS YOUR A'S WITH A'S [HAHA GETTIT???]
OKAY LAME JOKE...
YES AND HOPEFULLY I'LL GET TO SEE SOME OF YOU TMR AS WELL.

OHOH,
AND TO: WEE, AND ALL THE NICE PEOPLE THAT HAD TO ENDURE H1 CHINESE... MAY WE [AT LEAST, ] PASS. HEH

SOMEHOW IT DOESNT FAZE ME THAT THIS IS ALL GOING TO FAST. IT HASNT HIT ME YET, NO.
OH NO, I NEED A WAKE UP CALL AND SOMETHING TELLS ME MBTS AINT GONNA BE IT.
WHICH MEANS I'M PRETTAYE SCREWED.
=/

2011-02-25T15:57:00.002Z

I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I'D LIKE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON IN THAT HEAD OF YOURS.
I DIDNT KNOW THAT IS WHAT YOU MADE OF ME.
I THINK YOU WOULD BE A NICE FRIEND, THAT'S ALL.
AND THE ABOVE SENTENCES ARE ADDRESSED TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE SO HAVE FUN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT. WAHAHAHA

2011-02-21T12:36:00.006Z

LET ME JUST START BY SAYING CHOIR CAMP WAS AWESOME!!!
CONGRATS AND THE LARGEST THANK YOU TO YING TING, EVAN, RYAN CHIN, NISYA, EUGENE, MYO, WEI CHONG, XUE MIN, JEREMIAH, ROY AND FIDELIA!!!
I KNOW LIKE 99% OF THE PEOPLE ABOVE DONT SEE THIS THING, BUT I FEEL THAT IT IS IMPORTANT TO CREDIT THEM FOR THE GREAT JOB DONE.

ALSO, A GREAT JOB TO ALL THE TEAM LEADERS! NAMELY, MARE AND JASON, GAN AND JANA, SHERRI AND LD, GWEN AND BEN, SHERYL AND TRAVIS AND OF COURSE, BRANDON!
WILLY THE KID WAS FABULOUS!
LASTLY, MY FANTASTIC BATCH OF J1S WHO WILLINGLY OPENED THEMSELVES UP AND GOT REAL HIGH WITH US =)
BRENDA, SHERYL [TAN], NINA, LAI QING, RENOYLD AND JIA CHAI.
NOT FORGETTING WANXIN AND BRAYTON [THE SLIGHTLY OLDER PEOPLE... HAHA NO LAH..]

[CONTINUED ON ANOTHER DAY, SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!]

I'LL LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING

PERSONALLY, I TOOK THIS AS A CHALLENGE TO MAKE ME BREAK OUT OF MY SHELL BECAUSE I WANTED TO STRETCH MYSELF TO DO THINGS LIKE BEING A CAMP LEADER [WHICH UNDER NORMAL INTROVERTED CIRCUMSTANCES, I WOULD NOT DO]
AND I THINK I PROVED TO MYSELF THAT IT'S NOT THAT BAD, OR NOT THAT SCARY... AND I HAVE MY WONDERFUL GROUP TO THANK =)
LASTLY, THANKS AGAIN TO BRANDON FOR BEING MY PARTNER IN CRIME [THE TERM BEING ACTUALLY QUITE APT SINCE OUR GROUP WAS AN OUTLAW] FOR BEING SUPER HIGH ALL THE TIME =)

2011-02-12T02:51:00.002Z

YESTERDAY WAS DREADFUL...
FIRST OF ALL, I HAD PE (THANK GOODNESS IT WAS 8 ROUNDS AND NOT 10, ALTHOUGH THE 8 ROUNDS WERE HELL)
SECOND OF ALL, I CAUGHT THE FLU/COUGH BUG FROM MY SISTER WHICH BASICALLY SCREWED UP MY VOICE TO A 1 OCTAVE VOICE WHICH IT CURRENTLY REMAINS AT. BUT MORE ON THAT LATER ON THIS REALLY RANTING POST.
THIRDLY, MY RELATIVE CAME TO VISIT ME.
FOURTHLY, WE HAD TO STAND FOR 3++ HOURS STRAIGHT.

SO KUDOS TO ALL THE MJCHOIR PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO HAD PE YESTERDAY.
WE MANAGED TO SURVIVE!!!
AND MAY WE GET THROUGH TODAY.

HMM BECOME OOH, WU BECOME OH, OH BECOME AH, AH REMAINS AS AH.
CAN WE SIT DOWN NOW?

MANY THANKS TO JASON FOR WALKING SHERYL HOME AND NOT LETTING HER CARRY HER BAG =)
(ALTHOUGH YOU PROBABLY WONT SEE THIS... LOL)

AND TO BOTH SHERYLS AND MARE...
GET WELL SOON, DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND GET MUCH SLEEP.

OH, AND YESTERDAY, I STUPIDLY DOWNED A WHOLE BOTTLE OF PIPAGAO WATER TO SUPPOSEDLY SOOTHE MY THROAT, AND TODAY I WOKE UP WITH A SUPER PHLEGMED THROAT.... SHIT.
VOICE OH VOICE, PLEASE HOLD UP FOR ME.

2011-02-04T12:32:00.002Z

HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR!
SURPRISINGLY THE NEW YEAR HAS BEEN QUITE FUN.
AND I FINISHED HOUSE RULES BY JODI PICOULT.
ITS A NICE BOOK, EVEN THOUGH I WISHED SHE'D TALK MORE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO THE CHARACTERS IN THE END.

BUT TODAY I'D LIKE TO BLOG ABOUT FRIENDSHIP.
SO TO THE 4 OF YOU, YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...
I KNOW THIS YEAR AIN'T GONNA BE EASY FOR ALL OF US TO MEET UP REGULARLY, GIVEN A LEVELS AND SYF AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN... BUT AS MUCH AS WE DON'T REALLY HTHT AS OFTEN, I STILL REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN KEEP THIS BOND STRONG. =)
BECAUSE FRIENDS ARE WHAT MAKES OUR DREADFUL LIFE A WEEDLE BIT BETTER, NO?
I'M GONNA TRY TO MAKE THIS KEEP WORKING.
AND ME IS LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALL ON THE WEEK AFTER! =)
THIS IS HOW LONG WE HAVENT MET UP - ELSA AND RAH, YOUR AUSSIE GIFTS ARE STILL WITH ME...

JIAMIN: LET'S GO STUDY FOR MBTS SOON.
LOL

2011-01-29T12:49:00.002Z

"I Stand"
IDINA MENZEL

When you ask me, who I am:
What is my vision? And do I have a plan?
Where is my strength? Have I nothing to say?
I hear the words in my head, but I push them away.

'Cause I stand for the power to change,
I live for the perfect day.
I love till it hurts like crazy,
I hope for a hero to save me.
I stand for the strange and lonely,
I believe there's a better place.
I don't know if the sky is heaven,
But I pray anyway.

And I don't know
What tomorrow brings
The road less traveled
Will it set us free?
Cause we are taking it slow,
These tiny legacies.
I don't try and change the world;
But what will you make of me?

'Cause I stand for the power to change,
I live for the perfect day.
I love till it hurts like crazy,
I hope for a hero to save me.
I stand for the strange and lonely,
I believe there's a better place.
I don't know if the sky is heaven,
But I pray anyway.

With the slightest of breezes
We fall just like leaves
As the rain washes us from the ground
We forget who we are
We can't see in the dark
And we quickly get lost in the crowd

'Cause I stand for the power to change,
I live for the perfect day.
I love till it hurts like crazy,
I hope for a hero to save me.
'Cause I stand for the power to change,
I live for the perfect day.
I love till it hurts like crazy,
I hope for a hero to save me.
I stand for the strange and lonely,
I believe there's a better place.
I don't know if the sky is heaven,
But I pray anyway.
FRANKLY THE ACOUSTIC VERSION ON YOUTUBE IS BETTER BUT THEY DISABLED THE EMBED CODE...
YES IDINA MEZEL PLAYED RACHEL BERRY (LEA MICHELLE) 'S MOTHER ON GLEE

2011-01-25T15:54:00.002Z

" Here's what I learn: Dead isn't angels or ghosts. It's a physical state of breakdown, a change in all those carbon atoms that create the temporary house of a body so that they can return to their most elemental stage.
i don't really see why that freaks people out, since it's the most natural cycle in the world.
The body in the coffin still looked like my grandfather. When i touched his cheeks, though, with its crosshatched wrinkles, the skin no longer felt like human skin. It was cold and slightly firm, like pudding that's been left too long in the refrigerator and has developed a virtual hide as a surface crust.
...
" He's not grandpa" i told her. " I checked." remarkably, this did not make her feel better at all.
"That doesn't mean I miss him any less" my mother said

Pure logic suggests that if the entity in the coffin is not fundamentally the person you used to know, you cannot miss him. Because that's not a loss; that's a change. " ~ House Rules, Jodi Picoult

HOW TRUE THIS EXCERPT IS, AND HOW COINCIDENTAL THAT I READ THIS BOOK AT THE TIME THAT I DID.
THIS EXCERPT MADE MUMMY CRY ALL OVER AGAIN.
AS FOR ME, WELL THE PERSON IN THE COFFIN IS WELL, NOT FUNDAMENTALLY THE PERSON I USED TO KNOW.
MY GRANDPA WAS MOSTLY CLAD IN SHORTS AND A POLO TEE OF SORTS. EATING FISH PORRIDGE, BUYING MANGOES AND ALL THAT JAZZ. NOT THIS FIGURE IN A STIFF SUIT WITH A PEARL IN HIS MOUTH.
(WELL, NOT THE ESSENCE OF HIM AT THE VERY LEAST)
UNTIL NOW, I'VE STILL BEEN HOPING THAT HE'D DO THOSE THINGS LIKE "WALK BACK THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT" OR WHATEVER THE IN-BETWEEN STAGE IS CALLED.
TO SUDDENLY JUST COME BACK TO LIFE. SURE IT WOULD SCARE THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF US, BUT WE'D BE GRATEFUL AND OVERJOYED NO?
TOMORROW, ALL WILL BE FINALISED.
BREATHE. AND TRY NOT TO CRY.
TOO HARD .

MEANWHILE, YESTERDAY, I BROKE MY RECORD FOR SLEEPING LATE BY CRASHING AT 2.30 IN THE MORNING
AND NOW, ITS PAST MIDNIGHT AND I'M STILL GOING!
(THOUGH THIS IS PROBABLY GONNA CATCH UP ON ME SOON)
=)
GOOD MORNING!

2011-01-23T15:16:00.003Z

I AM NOT YOURS
SARAH TEASDALE

I am not yours, not lost in you,
Not lost, although I long to be
Lost as a candle lit at noon,
Lost as a snowflake in the sea.

You love me, and I find you still
A spirit beautiful and bright,
Yet I am I, who long to be
Lost as a light is lost in light.

In remembrance...

2011-01-21T13:15:00.003Z

PE WAS HELL.
THE RUNNING WAS OKAY UP TILL THE LAST ROUND - THEN IT KINDA SUCKED...
BUT THE FNC, OHMYGOSH WAS PURE TORTURE!!!
THIS WAS THE WORST ONE:
PUT BOTH HANDS ON A LINE AND KNEEL ON THE FLOOR [WHICH IS SOMETHING LIKE THE PUSH UP POSITION]
AND GO DOWN UNTIL YOUR NOSE TOUCHES THE SYNTHETIC GRASS OF THE MJ SOCCER FIELD.
OBVIOUSLY I DIDNT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GO ALL THE WAY DOWN SO I TRIED TO "BLEND IN" BY MAKING MY PONY TAIL TOUCH THE GRASS...
BUT THAT DIDNT REALLY WORK... KENA CAUGHT LAH, BUT AT LEAST WE DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN. =)

THIS WEEKEND WILL BE SPENT IN CHEM AND MATH.
DARN, I THOUGHT I COULD RELAX LAH!

SOMEHOW J2 WAS THIS SNEAKY THING. IT CAME CREEPING UP ON ME AND SUDDENLY APPEARED LIKE A GIANT BRICK WALL.
=(
SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GUYS DO THIS. DOES THE GOVERNMENT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO THEIR YOUTHS?

I MISS THINKING AND BLOGGING ABOUT RANDOM TOPICS ...
THOSE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU THINK ABOUT SOMETHING.
COS RIGHT NOW ITS KREBS CYCLE, NUCLEOPHILLIC SUB AND WHAT HAVE YOU.
NOT FUN.

OH AND TO THESE PEOPLE!
JIAMIN, DEBORAH, ELSA, MARE, MINDY I WANNA GO OUT WITH YALL SOON!
ITS BEEN TOO LONG.
NEED TO HTHT SOON.
=)

2011-01-18T15:06:00.002Z

I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE TO WEAR SPECTACLES SOON BECAUSE MY EYES SORT OF FEEL STRAINED AFTER I FINISH STUDYING, USE THE COM, OR EVEN WATCH TV... THIS IS BAD....

INITIALLY, I WANTED TO ADD IN A PICTURE OF THOSE POPPING-OUT EYES... BUT IT WAS QUITE GROSS SO I DECIDED NOT TO.
HAHA

THIS WEEK IS HELL WEEK [AND ITS ONLY WEEK 2 LEH]
ITS ALMOST TEST AFTER TEST AFTER TEST.
THE WORST BEING HISTORY ...
EH, HAVE I MENTIONED THIS IN THE EARLIER POST ALR?
I THINK I HAVE .... OOPS.
THEN JUST IGNORE THIS PORTION.

ACTUALLY I'M KIND OF WISHING THAT MS JEAN [OUR NEW GP TUTOR/ CT], SETS US AN ESSAY SOMETIME AROUND NEXT WEEK FOR REASONS I SHALL NOT DISCLOSE HERE.
OH AND I'VE NOTICED A SOMEWHAT WEIRD SIMILARITY TO MY NEW CHEM TUTOR - WHO SO FAR SEEMS NICE =) - AND TIFFANY.
I THINK ITS THE SPECTACLES. LOL

OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY
MY LIFE IS MUNDANE ISNT IT?
AH WELL, SUCH IS THE LIFE OF A JC STUDENT IN SINGAPORE.
WAIT, NOT LIFE, WE HAVE NO LIFE. MAKE IT THE FATE.
THIS IS UTTER NONSENSE. OKAY BYE.

2011-01-15T14:12:00.004Z

I THINK MY SISTER HAS A CELEB CRUSH ON ZAC EFRON AFTER WATCHING HAIRSPRAY THE OTHER DAY.
CHECK OUT HER BLOG...
MENTALBLOCK17.LIVEJOURNAL.COM
HAHA

OKAY BACK TO BLOGGING PROPER.
I CAME ACROSS A QUOTE WHILST I WAS FLIPPING THROUGH THE CHRYSTAL JOURNAL TODAY... FOR THE QUOTES LAH

" THERE IS REAL MAGIC IN ENTHUSIASM. IT SPELLS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MEDIOCRITY AND ACCOMPLISHMENT"
ANONYMOUS

INTERESTING...

AND I'M DELAYING THE CLEANING OF MY ROOM ON PURPOSE BECAUSE I FULLY WELL KNOW THAT I'M JUST GONNA MESS IT UP THE NEXT TIME I NEED TO SEARCH FOR NOTES OR SOMETHING.
MUM: CAN YOU LIVE IN A MESSY HOUSE?
ME: YAH
=)

OH OH OH AND ALSO A VERY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE!
ALTHOUGH THERE IS NO ONE TO GO CLUBBING WITH YOU YET. LOL

AND THE FOLLOWING WEEK OF SCHOOL WILL BE PRETTY CRAPPY SINCE THERE ARE SOO MANY TESTS LAH.
THERE ARE BIO, CHEM, HISTORY [FULL PROMO STYLE PAPER ON THE ENTIRE J1 SYLLABUS!]
BLEH.
LUCKY NO MORE CHINESE.
AS YOU CAN PROBABLY TELL BY HERE, I AM STALLING BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING INTERESTING TO SAY.

*LIGHTBULB*
I THINK WE ARE GONNA GET WHACKED [ NOT PHYSICALLY, BUT VERBALLY] ON WEDNESDAY.
I'M NOT SURE AND PLEASE DO NOT TAKE MY WORD FOR IT.
WHATEVER THE CASE, I HOPE THAT THIS WILL BE THE MOMENT WHERE WE SOMEHOW ALL GET THE MAGNITUDE OF THE SITUATION THAT HAS BEEN THRUST UPON US, AND ARE WILLING TO WORK WITH ENTHUSIASM [IE, REFER TO THE ABOVE QUOTAION] AND ACHIEVE THE BEST POSSIBLE RESULTS. =)

LASTLY, I WILL BE BAKING PINEAPPLE TARTS FOR CNY =)
MWAHAHAHAHA

2011-01-13T07:46:00.002Z

HELLOOO
OPEN HOUSE WAS EXHAUSTINGLY FUN!
BASICALLY THE WHOLE DAY WAS JUST SING AND SING AND SING =)
THE GOODIE BAG THIS YEAR WASNT AS NICE AS LAST YEAR THOUGH...
AND AS FOR MASS DANCE... WELL HEHEHE

SAW YU HAN AND FARAH =)
AND WENT HOME WITH WEI AND MARE... CABBED HOME BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING AND BECAUSE WE WERE ALL SOO TIRED.
PLUS WE DIDNT REALLY WANT TO SQUEEZE WITH THE REST OF THE J2 COHORT.

OH AND THE ALUMNI CAME BACK! HAHA SO IT WAS REAL NICE TO SEE ALICIA, MINDY, CHERYL, JOELIN, SHERLYN AND CLARA AGAIN. CLARA ESPECIALLY SO BECAUSE I HAVENT SEEN HER SINCE SHE GRADUATED =)

SO MANY BUCKETFULS OF MEMORIES =)
HOPEFULLY I'LL REMEMBER MOST OF IT IN TIME TO COME.

2011-01-13T07:39:00.002Z

SOMETIMES YOU FORGET HOW IT ONCE FELT.
SOMETIMES YOU FORGET HOW IT GAVE YOU GOOSEPIMPLES
SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED TO HEAR IT AGAIN.
TO APPRECIATE ITS BEAUTY AND SPLENDOR.
TAKE A LISTEN TO THIS
ITS ONE OF THOSE VIDEOS THAT MAKE ME REMEMBER WHY I LOVE CHOIR
BECAUSE I'LL ADMIT I WAS SORT OF IN THOSE DRAINED STAGES WHERE YOU FORGET HOW WONDERFUL IT CAN BE.

2011-01-05T13:06:00.002Z

HEY =)

TODAY WAS A CHOIR DAY.
OH I HAPPENED TO MEET NAT AT THE BUS STOP WHICH WAS NICE BECAUSE I'VE HADNT GOT A CHANCE TO TALK WITH HER IN A LOOONG TIME =)
SHE TOLD ME ABOUT HER JAPAN TRIP AND THE TONS OF RAMEN [WHICH WAS REAL NICE]

AND I THINK WEI WAS A WEEDLE UPSET COS THE WEATHER DIDNT PERMIT US TO GO SWIMMING AFTER I CAME HOME.
SORRY, I'LL GO SWIM WITH YOU SOME OTHER TIME KAY?

MMM, I'M THINKING OF BAKING FOR NEW YEAR.
SO MAYBE I SHOULD REVIVE [HAHA] MY BLOGSHOP.
JUST PINEAPPLE TARTS =)
YUM... NOM NOM NOM =)

2011-01-04T12:52:00.002Z

HELLOOO

IT'S JUST BEEN A LITTLE BORING AH,
BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON UNKOWN TO ME, I DONT REALLY HAVE LOADS OF THINGS, INTERESTING THINGS TO DO ONLINE.
WHICH WOULD BE OKAY IF THERE WERE INTERESTING THINGS TO WATCH ON TV, FOR WHICH I BLAME STARHUB...
WHICH THEN MAKES DOING INTEGRATION LOOK QUITE APPEALING, [NOTE THAT I HAVE JUST SPENT A RATHER PRODUCTIVE DAY AT NYJC - YES I SNEAKED IN WITH JIAMIN - AND IS QUITE SICK OF SEEING THAT DREADED INTEGRAL SIGN.]
THIS IS THE EXTENT OF MY BOREDOM.

YET I DONT WANT JC TO START BECAUSE WITH IT COMES LECTURES AND TUTORIALS AND PE.
AND ALL THE WAKING UP ABSURDLY EARLY TO GET TO SCHOOL AND LEAVING SCHOOL RATHER LATE.

YES I'M NITPICKING ALL THE DOWNERS TO JC LIFE, SURE, THERE ARE GOOD TIMES WHICH MAKE YOU WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE UNCOMPLETED TUTORIALS, OR A TEST THAT YOU COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT ... JUST TO NAME A FEW... HEH

BUT IT ULTIMATELY DOES NOT PROLONG THE INEVITABLE WHICH IS

A LEVELS!!!
DUM DUM DUMMMMM

ALTHOUGH IT REALLY DOES HELP TO HAVE FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN LAUGH YOUR WAY THROUGH WHEN THE TIME COMES.
SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT MATTER TO ME , HERE'S TO A FABULOUSLY OUTRAGEOUS 2011!
MAY WE ALL GET OUR A'S FOR PW [AND HOPEFULLY FOR CHINESE TOO]
MAY WE GET OUR GOLD WITH HIGEST HONOURS
AND MAY WE COME OUT OF THE A LEVELS SMILING [BECAUSE WE DID WELL]
AND AND AND, LETS GO TO PROM AND CAMWHORE =) HAHAHA

CHEERS [COS WE'RE LEGAL THIS YEAR!] *CLINK*

2010-12-30T08:34:00.003Z

WHAT A YEAR!
ITS REALLY BEEN A WONDERFUL YEAR I GUESS... EVEN WITH THE SHEER MADNESS OF HAVING TO PULL OFF LECTURES, TUTORIALS, PW, CHINESE AND CHOIR
AND I THINK I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT THIS YEAR HAS SEEN NOT ONLY ME, BUT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME GROW, TO BE MORE MATURE, TOLERANT AND SADLY, IN SOME WAYS, JADED. (BECAUSE JC LIFE REALLY DRAINS THE HELL OUT OF YOU)
BUT I'M NOT SAYING I DIDNT HAVE FUN THROUGHOUT, IT WAS FUN!
ALTHOUGH NOT TOWARDS THE END OF THE SCHOOL TERM BIT I DONT THINK I WOULD HAVE HAD IT ANY OTHER WAY.
JANUARY WAS MOSTLY CHOIR FOR ME.
THEN THE DAY CAME TO COLLECT MY O LEVEL RESULTS AND MY FEELINGS GOT CHEATED BY MRS TAN COS SHE CLAIMED I DID REALLY WELL (WHICH WAS SADLY NOT THE ONE DIGIT NUMBER THAT I REALLY WAS HOPING FOR...)
COMING INTO MJ CHOIR, I REMEMBERED THE FIRST PRACTICE, IT WAS RAINING SO HEAVILY AND I TOOK 359 IN THE WRONG DIRECTION AND ENDED UP 8 STOPS LATER OUTSIDE SOME OTHER SCHOOL (AND WAS NEARLY LATE, AND VERY FLUSTERED)

SO THEN FEBUARY ROLLED AROUND AND WE HAD ORIENTATION BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR CAME.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN (AND I THOUGHT MY CLASSMATES WERE REAL NICE - WELL MOST OF THEM STILL ARE...)
AND FINALLY MORE GIRLS CAME FOR CHOIR! I THINK THE FIRST ONES WERE YING TING, GWEN AND JIA XUAN RIGHT? HAHA

MARCH = ITALY
THIS WAS REALLY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR.
EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT, THE COMPANY, THE WEATHER, THE VIEW, THE FOOD... I COULD GO ON AND ON AND ON, TRUST ME.
JUST THE FEELING OF WAKING UP EVERYDAY TO THAT SPECTACULAR VIEW AND GO DOWN FOR BREAKFAST TO SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE WHOM YOU HAVE IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER BONDED WITH THROUGH THIS SHARED EXPERIENCE OF LEARNING THESE SONGS, WANTING TO PERFECT THEM TO THE HIGHEST PERFORMANCE LEVEL POSSIBLE AND FINALLY PERFORMING ON A WORLD STAGE, WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS THAT ONE CAN HAVE.
OF COURSE WE WERE DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE WE COULD HAVE WON CATEGORY CHAMPIONS AND HECK, EVEN THE GRAND PRIZE, BUT A GOLD 4 IS RESPECTABLE.
THIS WAS, AND ALWAYS WILL BE, AN EXPERIENCE THAT HAPPENS ONCE IN A LIFETIME.

[OKAY THE FOLLOWING WILL THEN BE JUST EVENTS THAT OCCURED THIS YEAR ...]

LIMELIGHT =)
WHAT A NIGHT. I BET MOST OF US WERE SIMPLY ON AN ADRENALINE RUSH (AND WOULD GLADLY DO THIS EVERY NIGHT)
LEARNING THE CHOREO WAS A PART THAT I KIND OF DREADED... (DUE TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE 2 LEFT FEET) BUT I'LL ADMIT, IT WAS WORTH IT =)

J2 FAREWELL
I REALLY DIDNT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN BECAUSE THE J2 BATCH WAS SOOO NICE!
AND SOMEHOW I THINK ALL OF US JUST KNEW THAT IT WASNT GONNA BE THE SAME. FROM NOW ON, THEY WOULD HAVE TO STUDY STUDY STUDY, AND WE WERE ON OUR OWN. NO MORE J2S TO HIDE BEHIND. ITS SORT OF A LEAVING THE NEST KIND OF THING...

MID YEARS.
GOSH IT WAS HORRENDOUS.
BUT I GUESS THE ONLY THING I LIKE ABOUT HAVING EXAMS IS THAT WE DONT HAVE TO STAY IN SCHOOL FOR LESSONS THE WHOLE DAY, SO IF YOU DONT HAVE A MORNING PAPER, YOU CAN WAKE UP LATE, GO TO SCHOOL, AND STUDY WHATEVER SUBJECT THAT YOU FEEL LIKE STUDYING WITH THE ACCOMPANIMENT OF FOOD, GLORIOUS FOOD. =)

PW
ACTUALLY, I THINK OUR PW GROUP WAS THE BEST GROUP IN TERMS OF THE PEOPLE IN THE GROUP =) SO YAY!
EXTRA THANKS TO SHAWN AND SHIRLEY FOR DOING MOST OF THE WORK. HEH

CHINESE
IT WASNT REALLY THAT BAD ACTUALLY
THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAID THAT CHINESE IN JC IS WORSE THAN TAKING HMT IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LIED. SERIOUSLY, ITS LIKE SORT OF TAKING O LEVEL CHINESE, AGAIN.
BUT THEN AGAIN, THE RESULTS ARENT OUT YET AND I SCREWED UP MY ORAL, SO WHO KNOWS?
*CROSSES FINGERS*

PROMOS
MY CHEM MY CHEM MY CHEM AGAIN!!!
I REALLY TRIED.
SIGH

CAROLLING
IT WAS A PERFECT WAY TO TOP OFF THE YEAR.
SEEING SOME OF THE J2S AGAIN WAS REALLY NICE.
I REMEMBER I WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE MINDY AND ALICIA (I HOPE YOUR FOOT GETS BETTER SOON!)
IT WAS JUST THIS WHOLE FUN STRETCH OF FESTIVE, JOY, FRIENDSHIP AND PURE UNADULTERATED HARMONY (WELL, MOST OF THE TIME LAH)

THE TK TABLE
IT MAKES ME HAPPY IN THE MORNINGS WHEN I COME TO SCHOOL LOOKING LIKE A ZOMBIE...
AND I LOVE HOW IT STILL KEEPS ME CONNECTED TO THE TK PEOPLE (DUH)
WITHOUT IT, I THINK I WOULD NOT HAVE TALKED AS MUCH TO SHAH, NAT AND TIFF (IN PARTICULAR)
SO PLEASE STILL HAVE A TK TABLE NEXT YEAR!!!
HAHA

THE FAB 4
YES ONE YEAR ON AND WE ARE STILL AS FAB AS EVER! YEAH
[AND I STILL HAVE NOT PASSED YOU THE STUFF I GOT FOR YALL FROM AUSSIELAND]
MARE - MY EVIL TWIN, I AM SO GLAD YOU GOT (IN A WAY...) STUCK IN MJ WITH ME BECAUSE ITS BEEN GOOD TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE CRAP (AND I HOPE I HAVE PROVIDED YOU WITH AS MUCH SOLACE TO YOUR REASONBLY CLEAN MJ LIFE AS YOU HAVE TO MINE^^ )
THE OTHER TWO OF YOU, YOU KNOW I STILL HEARTXZXZ YOU MANY MANY!
YES AND WE WILL STILL CONTINUE TO MEET UP MONTHLY NEXT YEAR =)

TO HALF OF 10S308 [YOU KNOW WHICH HALF YALL ARE RIGHT?]
THANKS FOR BRINGING SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND UNGLAMNESS TO 2010.
IT REALLY MADE WITHSTANDING LECTURES, TESTS, AND THE OCCASIONAL, ANNOYING PEOPLE THAT MUCH EASIER!
HAHA
WE GO SING K SOON =)

TO YING TING, MINDY, JIA XUAN, SHERYL (LEE), JIA MIN, ALICIA
THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME REAL, FOR MAKING ME THINK ABOUT THINGS, BECAUSE EACH ONE OF YOU HAS GIVEN ME GOOD ADVICE, WHETHER ITS THROUGH YOUR BLOGS, HTHTS OR EVEN RANDOM CONVERSATIONS. =)

THE GIRLS OF MJCHOIR (10-11)
FOR MAKING GREAT MUSIC, MEMORIES AND FRIENDS =)

2010-12-27T13:37:00.003Z

YOU KNOW, IT'S SCARY TO SEE HOW EASILY ONE GETS SWAYED BECAUSE OF INFLUENCE.
JUST A FEW WORDS, RUMOURS OR EVEN PICTURES CAN DISTORT THE IMAGE OF SOMEONE THAT YOU PERHAPS HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE, WITH THE SNAP OF YOUR FINGERS.

2010-12-24T02:35:00.002Z

HELLLOOOOOOOOO!
CAROLLING SO FAR HAS BEEN QUITE FUN ACTUALLY =)
I'M OFF TODAY COS OF THE CHRISTMAS EVE DINNER THING LEAVING XIAOHUI TO BE THE ONLY ALTO IN THE MEZZANINE GROUP WHEN WE SPLIT INTO 2 AT GRAND HYATT.
YESTERDAY WAS REALLY EXHAUSTING. I DONT KNOW WHY, JUST STAND AND SING ONLY STILL SO TIRED. HAHA LIKE ALOT OF PEOPLE ALSO BY THE LAST HYATT SESSION ALL VERY SIAN... SO DIDNT SMILE AS MUCH.
I THINK THE MOST REWARDING THING IS SEEING LITTLE KIDS SINGALONG OR DANCE. (OR TRY TO CONDUCT!)
THAT INSTANTLY MAKES ME SMILE.

I THINK I CAN LIVE LIKE THIS, JUST CAROLLING THE DAY AWAY =)
IGNORING THE PILE OF HW... HEH

JUMPING UNTO ANOTHER THING, WHITNEY WON MASTERCHEF US!!!!!!
FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NO CLUE WHAT ALL THIS IS ABOUT, GO CHECK IT OUT! SHE IS SO TALENTED!
OKAY OUTTA HERE

2010-12-16T11:56:00.002Z

400TH POST!

SPENT A DAY AT ALICIA'S HOUSE CAROLLING AND SLEPT THE BETTER PART OF THE AFTERNOON OFF COS I HAD DIFFICULTY SLEEPING LAST NIGHT.
I'M SUPPOSED TO FINISH CHEM TODAY. OOPS.
THAT IS CLEARLY NOT HAPPENING HAHA

SOMEONE SHOULD GIVE THIS PEOPLE RECORDING DEALS ALREADY.
http://www.youtube.com/user/KurtHugoSchneider#p/u/3/9_IWRuryzaY
http://www.youtube.com/user/KurtHugoSchneider#p/u/14/HkHJ2-zoSB4

2010-12-14T15:00:00.002Z

YUP DOUBLE POSTING TODAY
I REALISED THAT TODAY IS 14TH DEC AND SO THE YEAR IS COMING TO A CLOSE AND I HAVE ROUND HALF A MONTH LEFT TO DO THE EWVC THINGY IF I WANT TO.

I THINK THIS IS MORE OF A NOTE TO SELF THING THAT I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN OUT SO PARDON ME.
OKAY SO SLEEP IS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO SING, ALBEIT WITH A REAL CHOIR. NONETHELESS, THIS OPPORTUNITY IS OPEN TO ME AND I WOULD WANT TO GRAB IT BECAUSE THE NEXT TIME ROUND, THE SONG MIGHT NOT AND PROBABLY WILL NOT BE SLEEP.
I MEAN WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD ATTEMPT TO DO A THIRD VIRTUAL CHOIR FOR SLEEP?
I THINK ITS NOW AT THE POINT THAT I'VE LEARNT THE PART AND THE SONG DOES NOT CAPTURE MY HEART THE SAME WAY IT DID WHEN I HEARD AHS SING IT A FEW YEARS BACK. I NEED TO FIND THAT SPARK BACK, GET A MENTAL PICTURE AND WORDPAINT.
THEN THERE'S THE WHOLE DAUNTING PART ABOUT MAKING SURE THAT THE SINGING IS DECENT. OR RISK TOTAL HUMILIATION.

AYE.....

ON ANOTHER NOTE,
CONGRATS TO TKG CHOIR FOR (FINALLY) GETTING CATEGORY CHAMPIONS IN THE WINTER CHORAL FESTIVAL!
IT SOUNDS LIKE, SERIOUSLY, A DREAM COME TRUE [BECAUSE IT WAS HELD IN HK DISNEYLAND!!!!] WAAAAAAH =)
OKAY I'M DONE HERE

2010-12-14T14:53:00.002Z

UPDATES
HELLO PEOPLE WHO BOTHER TO CHECK THIS THING I CALL A BLOG
THESE FEW DAYS LEADING UP TO CHIRSTMAS WILL BE QUITE EXCITING I THINK. [WHICH THEN LEAVES ME THE QUESTION OF WHEN AND HOW WILL I EVER FINISH ALL MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK AND REVISE ALL MY OTHER WORK.]
THIS YEAR I WILL BE CAROLLING WITH SOME OF THE SENIORS [BECAUSE THEY ARE SHORT OF ALTOS]
AND HERE ARE THE DATES.

BUGIS
17 AND 18 DEC FROM 7 TO 7.20PM AND 8 TO 8.20PM

CAPITAL SQUARE
21 DEC FROM 12.30 TO 12.50PM AND 1.30 TO 1.50PM

EIGHTRIUM [ I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS IS THOUGH... HAHA]
22 DEC FROM 12PM TO 12.15 AND 1 TO 1.15

WHEELOCK PLACE
23 AND 24 DEC FROM 1 TO 1.20PM AND 1.45 TO 2.05PM

GRAND HYATT
23 DEC FROM 7 TO 7.20 PM AND 7.45 TO 8PM
25 DEC FROM 12.30 TO 12.45PM, 12.50 TO 1.10PM, 1.10 TO 1.30PM

NAH. HAHA =)
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE! WHAHAA

2010-11-29T13:05:00.002Z

G'DAY MATE! HAHAH
POSTING HERE FROM AUSSIELAND!
[AND IT IS EVEN HOTTER HERE THAN IN SINGAPORE AND I HAVE SUSTAINED QUITE BAD TAN LINES...]
BUT THE FOOD HAS BEEN GREAT, THE BEACH FANTASTIC AND THE SUPERMARKETS AWESOME!
[ALTHOUGH THE DOWNSIDES TO THIS IS THE LONG DRIVES.]
LESSON LEARNT. DONT TRUST THE GPS. HAHAHA

TRUTHFULLY, ITALY STILL TRUMPS THIS TRIP SO FAR ... [MAYBE BECAUSE OF THE COOL WEATHER, LOADS OF SINGING AND THE LACK OF FLIES.]

WE VISITED CAVERSHAM WILDLIFE PARK WHERE THE HIGHLIGHT WAS TOUCHING THE KANGAROOS AND KOALAS THOUGH I WAS A LITTLE HESITANT
BUT I THINK IT WAS TOO HOT TO ENJOY FULLY.
MY TIP? COME DURING THE JUNE HOLS WHEN IT AINT SO HOT.

THE PLAN FOR TMR IS TO GO SHOPPING AT HARBOUR FRONT WHERE THERE ARE SHOPPING OUTLETS! WAHAHAHA
SO HOPEFULLY THE SHOPPING SPREE WONT BE AS DRY AS THE WEATHER!

OH AND ALL THE HOUSES ARE SOO CUTE! THERE ARE SOME THAT LOOK LIKE IT CAME OUT OF TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD! WELL, AT LEAST THE VERSION IN MY MIND...
ITS LIKE IT HAS A 60S FEEL TO THE EXTERIOR, COMPLETE WITH FRONT PORCH, DECK CHAIRS AND WIDE OPEN STREET!
I SAW THE FINCH HOUSEHOLD AND EVEN THE RADLEY HOUSE =) HEE

SO YEP NOW I'M STAYING OPPOSITE SCARBOROUGH BEACH WITH HOT CHOCOLATE AND YOGURT FOR SUPPER AND EATING LIKE A PIG THAT I SAW IN THE WILDLIFE PARK IN THE MORNING.... URGH.
HAHA
=)

2010-11-22T01:14:00.002Z

HELLO =)
TK CONCERT WAS FUN =) TO SEE EVERYONE THAT I HADNT SEEN IN A LONG TIME

MY FAVOURITE SONG OF THE NIGHT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cI-22J4-D4

IT NOW GOES ON THE GROWING LIST OF SONGS I WANNA SING... AYE...
SOME OTHER SONGS WERE NICE TOO =)
PICS ARE ON FB AS USUAL!

2010-11-11T14:18:00.003Z

YOU KNOW THE RECENT SLEW OF EVENTS GOT ME THINKING.
ABOUT HOW PEOPLE COME INTO, LEAVE AND MAYBE EVEN COME BACK TO YOUR LIVES.
THEN I RECALLED A QUOTE ... SOMETHING LIKE PEOPLE COME INTO/ LEAVE YOUR PATH [OF LIFE] FOR A REASON.
OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT.

TO THE PEOPLE WHOSE PATHS HAVE COLLIDED INTO MINE.
SO BASICALLY THE MJ PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET THIS YEAR
WOW I THINK I NEEDED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AFTER 4 YEARS IN TK.
NOT THAT TK WAS BAD, I RECKON ITS THE BEST TIME OF MY EDUCATIONAL JOURNEY.
ITS BECAUSE I THINK I NEEDED VERY MUCH TO LEARN HOW TO ADAPT TO A NEW ENVIRONMENT, TO LET OTHER PEOPLE IN, IN A SENSE.
THIS YEAR TAUGHT ME TO BE MORE OUTGOING. TO TAKE INITIATIVE WHEN THE SITUATION CALLS FOR IT. BECAUSE YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE AND LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR REGRETS. THOUGH CLICHE, THIS IS TRUE, AND THIS IS LIFE.
AND I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE.
[SEEING AS THE PEOPLE ,IF ANY AT ALL, WHO READ THIS THING SHOULD BE A GOOD FRIEND =) ]

TO THE PEOPLE THAT ARE LEAVING
PEARLYN I HAVE DEDICATED A POST TO YOU ALR.
MINDY. I AM SO SORRY. I DIDNT KNOW. I SHOULD HAVE ASKED YOU THE OTHER DAY.
BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I THINK YOU HAVE SO FAR LEFT THE DEEPEST IMPRINT ON MY JC LIFE THUS FAR AND YOU ARE TRULY BEAUTIFUL FROM THE INSIDE OUT.
AND I PLAN TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU.=)
AND AND AND ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER STEPS YOU PLAN TO TAKE NEXT

TO THE PEOPLE THAT ARE COMING BACK
SHERYL [TAN] HAHA SOON THERE WILL BE 2 SHERYLS! AHH I FORSEE FUN AHEAD
UMMM.... I GUESS ITS YOUR ROTTEN LUCK TO BE STUCK WITH ME FOR ANOTHER HALF A YEAR OR SO =) TIME REALLY PASSES FAST RIGHT?
WELL, I HOPE YOU LIKE IT IN MJ. HAHAH

AND SO...
PEOPLE COME AND GO...
BUT WHAT STAYS IS THE IMPACT AND MEMORIES OF THEM...
BUT THEN EVEN MEMORIES MAY FADE.
SO WHAT THEN IS LEFT?
HMMM....

2010-11-11T14:10:00.002Z

HEY =)
TODAY WAS PEARLYN'S LAST DAY IN CHOIR
SO SHERYL, JOYCELYN AND I [DEBBIE WANTED TO COME TOO THOUGH,] WENT TO GET A CAKE FOR HER
HAHA I HOPE IT WASNT TOO CHOCOLATEY THAT IT RUINED SOMEONE'S VOICE.
[OH CRAP, I THINK I FORGOT TO CLEAR.... SHOOT.]

OKAY SO NATURALLY, THIS POST GOES OUT TO PEARLYN [EVEN THOUGH I DON'T THINK YOU'LL EVER CHANCE UPON THIS]

WELL FOR STARTERS, YOU HAVE BEEN AN AWESOME SL THIS PAST YEAR AND [SANS JESSE] I DONT THINK I'VE SEEN SOMEONE WHO CAN PLAY ALMOST ANY SCORE AT ONCE AND AS WELL AS YOU.
AND I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT MY YEAR IN MJ WOULD DEFINITELY NOT BE AS FUN AND ENTERTAINING, ON OCCASIONS, WITHOUT YOU, AND I REALLY MEAN THIS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
SO THANK YOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH US, SO NICE, CARING AND FUNNY TOO!
AND MAY YOU HAVE THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE IN POLY!
<3 FIONA

2010-11-07T06:28:00.002Z

HELLO EARTHLINGS! I AM BACK AFTER A SORT OF UNPLANNED HIATUS DUE TO THE FACT THAT I CRASHED THE ACER COM WHILST DOING PW.
[DO I HEAR APPLAUSE?] HAHA
YEP SO NOW I'M CURRENTLY USING MOM'S SORT OF ANCIENT FUJITSU ONE.
AHH SO MANY THINGS TO SAY! HAHA I THINK I'LL UPLOAD THE BIRTHDAY PICS WHEN THE NEW COM [WHICH HAS YET TO BE BOUGHT] ARRIVES.
UNTIL THEN, HAPPY WAITING!
HAHA
YESTERDAY, WE WENT COM SHOPPING AND BY ACCIDENT, OR RATHER, A STUNNING COINCIDENCE, DISCOVERED THAT MPH WAS HAVING A CLEARANCE SALE!
SO POOF! THE ARRIVAL OF 3 NEW PAPERBACKS! AND I'M HALFWAY THROUGH THE FIRST ONE ALREADY! HAHAHA

OH AND OP IS TMR AND I THINK I WILL GET THE JITTERS SO I'M TRYING MY BEST NOT TO THINK SO MUCH.
HEH

THEN ON THE 10TH LOU PLANNED TO GO BACK TO TK CHOIR TO COLLECT TICKETS FROM MS TONG AND ALSO POP IN TO SEE CHOIR ON THE WAY.
PLEASE LET THERE BE N0 MJCHOIR THAT DAY!!!!! PWEASE!!!!
ITS OP WEEK
*CROSSES FINGERS AND TOES*

AND ON ANOTHER NOTE, [SEE HOW MUCH THINGS I HAVE TO SAY?] HAHA
I THINK, AND THIS IS A BIG THINK THAT I'M GONNA GO FOR THE SLEEP VC 2.0 THING.
ITS PRETTY MUCH A ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE NO?
I JUST HOPE I'M GOOD ENOUGH =)

AND MUMMY FLEW TO TAIWAN THIS MORNING

AND I'M HAVING A PW MEETING IN 30 MINS

AND THAT'S ALL FOR NOW... HEH
=)
-TERMINATED-

2010-10-20T15:58:00.002Z

AT THIS POINT, SOMEHOW I REALLY MISS 4/2 SO ITS REAL TIMELY THAT THE CLASS BBQ IS ROLLING ROUND!
I MEAN THERE'S JUST SO MUCH BARKING MADNESS GOING ON THAT ITS GETTING SO SICKENING. JUST STOP. SERIOUSLY.
BACK TO 4/2,
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE SA, DEB, FARAH, ELAINE, HANNAH, ELAINE AND JUST EVERYONE.
4E2 WE [STILL] PWN YOU NOOBS!

2010-10-20T15:56:00.002Z

FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO FEEL STRESSED OUT , PERHAPS DUE TO PW?
MARE THIS IS FOR YOU. HEAR THIS AND GO AND SLEEP
WE ALL KNOW YOU NEED IT =)
<3

2010-10-19T12:49:00.002Z

AYE, THINGS ARE NOT GOING WELL FOR NOW...
ITS LIKE THE COLD WAR CAME TO LIFE.
ONLY THIS TIME, TRUMAN STILL REFUSES TO BUDGE AND IS WAITING FOR STALIN TO DIE SO THAT GORBACHEV CAN COME TO POWER.
IS IT A CRIME TO NOT DO SOMETHING TRIVIAL BECAUSE YOU REALLY DONT WANT TO?
I MEAN YOU CANT WILL EVERYONE TO DO YOUR BIDDING RIGHT? DONT WANT MEANS DONT WANT LOR.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE FORCED TO BE HUMILIATED OR EVEN EMBARRASSED IN FRONT OF YOUR COLLEGUES? [AND I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT THE KIND OF EMBARRASSMENT THAT CAN BE LAUGHED OFF]
ITS SERIOUSLY BORDERING ON EXPLOITATION!

SERIOUSLY, SOMETIMES I REALLY DONT GET IT.
WOULD IT KILL YOU TO APOLOGISE? OR AT LEAST TAKE THE FIRST STEP LIKE GORBACHEV?
BECAUSE REAGAN WOULD TOTALLY COMPLY YOU KNOW? AND LIKE STOP CALLING THE USSR THE "EVIL EMPIRE".

YES I KNOW MY COLD WAR. THANK YOU.

PW SEEMS LIKE ITS GETTING BETTER AND THERE ARE LAPSES OF TIME WHERE WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO BECAUSE DRAFTS ARENT RETURNED AND WE ARE NOT OP READY YET. SCARED FOR OP. WHAT IF EVEN AFTER ALL THAT PRACTISE, I STILL FORGET MY LINES?

IF ONLY IT WERE THE HOLIDAYS. DAMN.

2010-10-18T14:38:00.003Z

AND AFTER MONTHS OF WAITING...
I HAVE GOTTEN A TWITTER ACCOUNT [THOUGH I STILL DONT SEE THE POINT OF IT ]
SO FOLLOW ME @SHOESTRINGFRIES
YES IT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT CAME INTO MY HEAD AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
WHAT CAN I SAY?
I LOVE MY FRIES =)

AND ON ANOTHER NOTE, I'VE MANAGED TO SHORTEN MY WR TO FIT THE WORD COUNT AND I'M FEELING PRETTY DARN ACCOMPLISHED THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
AFTER FREAKING A TEENSY BIT WITH YT ON THE TRAIN HOME [AFTER A REAL NICE SUNDAE AT MACS]
AYE I SWEAR I'M GROWING HORIZONTALLY....
DARN ATE SO MUCH TODAY.
AND THE NEW BENTO THINGY ISNT REALLY WORTH ALL THE HYPE BECAUSE THE TOFU 'COVERING' WAS COMPLETELY GOOEY AND CHEWY AND URGH AND SO WAS THE BOTTOM SIDE OF THE FISH.
BUT ACCORDING TO SHIRLEY AND SHAWN, THE CHICKEN AND BEEF ONES ARE OKAY. LOL I GUESS I JUST HAVE ROTTEN LUCK.
OH AND THE SALAD WAS WAAAY TO SOUR. UNCLE WENT NUTS ON THE VINEGAR... LOL
AND PW WAS SUPER SLACK. WAHAHAHA

2010-10-11T13:53:00.002Z

TKG CHOIR CONCERT
20TH NOVEMBER
7.30PM
PLMGS CONCERT HALL

DESPITE ALL THE POLITICS, GOSSIP AND MUSIC, THERE'S SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT TKG CHOIR WHICH MAKES US MISS IT.
LISTENING TO KEKATU AND ITSUKI FOR ONCE IN A LONG TIME, YOU REALISE THAT THERE ARE ULTIMATELY SOME SOUNDS AND FEEL THAT ONLY A FEMALE CHORUS AND NOT A MIXED ONE CAN AND VICE VERSA.
AND WE HADNT EVEN PEAKED YET.

BACK TO MY POINT,
PLEASE GO FOR THE CONCERT =)
OUR JUNIORS ARE APPARENTLY VERY MOTIVATED TO A FAULT.
=)

AND I WILL BLOG ABOUT MY VERY SPECIAL DAY AND THE SUBSEQUENT CELEBRATIONS ONCE I UPLOAD THE PICTURES. SO WAIT FOR IT.... WAHAHAH

AYE, TODAY WAS AN UNLUCKY DAY
PLEASE LET ME PASS EVERYTHING ELSE.
-TERMINATED-

2010-10-05T14:17:00.004Z

SOO... PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!!!
I AM SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!
HAD A NICE NIGHT OUT WITH GAYA AND WEE
AND THANKS TO CINDY FOR TRUSTING IN MY *AHEM* DECORATING SKILLS AND ENTRUSTING ME WITH A CAKE TO ICE.
SORRY THAT THE POOH CAME OUT QUITE UGLY... HEH.

AND FRIDAY IS MARES BIRTHDAY AND *AHEM* YOURS TRULYS' AS WELL =)
AND ME IS GOING K AT IDUNNOWHERE.... HAHA BUT IT SOUNDS LIKE FUN =)
WAHAHAHA

AND TO HRH
ITS NOT MY FAULT OR ANY ONE ELSES THAT "YOU HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY FOOD" BECAUSE WELL WE DIDNT SPECIFY FOR THE NEED TO HAVE A HUNK OF CL IONS FLOATING AROUND RIGHT?
SO SHUT IT PLEASE.

2010-10-05T14:17:00.001Z

DOESNT THIS SOUND INTERESTING?
HMMM...
=)

2010-09-24T14:53:00.002Z

I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE HERE ...
AND THAT I AM SCREWED FOR PROMOS. YES.
I JUST DONT NEED THIS KIND OF DISTRACTIONS NOW.
YES RIGHT BEFORE MY PROMOS TO BOG DOWN MORE PRECIOUS MEMORY SPACE.
I MEAN ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO GO FOR CLASS CHALET, I'M JUST REALLY PUT OFF BY YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS IN A WAY FORCING US TO GO.
SERIOUSLY, MORE PEOPLE WOULD BE GOING IF YOU HANDLED THIS THING DIFFERENTLY.
AND ANOTHER THING.
YES I KNOW I AM WRONG AND I'M SORRY AND YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY GUILT TRIPPED ME ABOUT THIS BUT SERIOUSLY, DID YOU HAVE TO FREAK ME OUT BEFORE PROMOS?
MY REASONS FOR DOING SO MAY APPEAR IRRATIONAL, IMMATURE AND EVEN CHILDISH BUT ITS A FACT THAT WHATS DONE HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE.
AND I WONT DO IT AGAIN.

AYE THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH DRAMA HAPPENING.
EVEN WHEN YOURE SCANDAL FREE SINCE '93.

I CANT WAIT FOR PROMOS TO END.

2010-09-18T10:18:00.003Z

HMM... I'VE BEEN WANTING TO POST THIS FOR QUITE SOME TIME.
ALRIGHT. SO THIS POST IS FOR 2 OF THE [MANY] DEAREST SENIORS TO ME.
YAH LAH JIAMIN AND MINDAYYY! =)

I KNOW THAT THE BOTH OF YOU HAVE HAD TO MAKE A REALLY TOUGH CHOICE THIS YEAR THAT PAINED YOUR HEARTS CONSIDERABLY, BUT HEY HANG IN THERE AND JIA YOU KAY?
I FIND IT A COINCIDENCE THAT THE BOTH OF Y'ALL WANT TO JOIN NUS CHOIR ONCE WE ALL [YES WE WILL ALL MAKE IT! ] FINISH WITH THE MONSTER THAT IS A LEVELS. =)
HAHA I HAVE A GUT FEELING THAT Y'ALL WILL GET ALONG QUITE WELL TOO =)
AHH I TELL YOU AR, WHEN I READ YOUR BLOG AND FACEBOOK NOTE RESPECTIVELY, [JIAMIN] I WANTED TO SEND YOU VIRTUAL HUG, [MINDY] I JUST FELT THAT SINKING FEELING.
AND I THINK THAT BOTH OF YOU ARE BRAVE ENOUGH TO SET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT [IE, ACADEMICS FIRST] AND GIVE UP SOMETHING THAT YOU LOVE AND THAT HAS GIVEN YOU AN OUTLET TO DE-STRESS.

YEP AND LETS GO H2HT AFTER PROMOS. =)
AND TO THE REST OF YOU ALL WHO READ THIS THING
GO STUDY FOR PROMOS LAH. HAHAHA

2010-09-09T15:05:00.002Z

THIS IS JUST AMAZING!
EYES OF DREAM WATER

DRINK IN YOUR EYES

DRINK IN THESE WATERS

IF YOU OPEN YOUR EYES

AND IF YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES

NIGHT BRINGS ITS WITNESS TO BEACHES IN YOUR SOUL

SOMETIMES, TIMES BECOMING MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, I JUST WISH THAT TIME WOULD STAND STILL. THAT LIFE WAS LAID BACK THAT THERE WERE SNOW CAPPED MOUNTAINS OUTSIDE MY WINDOW.
I THINK [AND THIS IS JUST MY OPINION,] THAT ERIC WHITACRE'S MUSIC MOST OFTEN LEAVES ONE WITH THAT FEELING THAT MAKES YOU JUST GO WOW. AND YOU CAN SEE THAT PICTURESQUE PLACE THROUGH THAT MASH OF NOTES AND LINES AND FEELING. IF ONLY WE COULD SING MORE OF HIS SONGS. ALWAYS WANTED TO SING SLEEP AFTER HEARING AHS AND NY SING IT. SIGH.

AND DEBS BECAME A MUGGERIDIAN FOR THE DAY =)
HAHA IT WAS SO MUCH FUN [WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN!]
THANK YOU TO WEE, GAYATHRI AND ZIJING FOR BEING GREAT STUDY BUDDAYES THROUGH THIS WEEK! HAHA
AND DEBS FOR COMING TODAY!

THANK YOU TO JIAMIN, MARE, SA, DEB[ HAHA AGAIN], FOR THE DE STRESSING AT JUST ACIA!
I JUST WISH WE HAD MORE OF A H2HT BUT THAT'S BECOMINGING SORT OF INCREASINGLY DIFFICULT TO DO BECAUSE THERE'S NOT MUCH TO H2H ABOUT. [AT LEAST ON MY END LAH]
SO HOPEFULLY THIS WOULD CHANGE. HAHA
AND WE'LL STILL HAVE FUN SLEEPOVERS AND WATCH DISNEY MOVIES TILL LATE AT NIGHT, OR SHOULD I SAY, EARLY IN THE MORNING.
ANYHOW, I STILL HEART YOU GIRLS MANY =)

-TERMINATED-

2010-09-07T01:49:00.002Z

HELLO

HE WISHLIST 2010 IS HERE TO HELP YOU PEOPLE WHO ARE STUCK AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET ON A CERTAIN 8TH OF OCTOBER! *HINT*

CLOTHING
3 QUARTER PANTS [LIGHT BLUE DENIM / KHAKI-ISH]
DRESSES [FOR CAUSUAL WEAR]
PUMPS/FLATS
OPEN TO TEES WITH WEIRD/ FUNNY MESSAGES TOO!

OTHERS
KOREAN SPOON
POUCH THAT CAN STORE MY WALLET, HP AND EARPHONES.
BALLOONS! [HELIUM PLEASE]
CONTRIBUTIONS TO THE LAPTOP FUND. =)

DISCLAIMER.
PLEASE TO NOT GET FOOD, COOKBOOKS OR COOKWARE BECAUSE MY DRAWER HAS NO MORE SPACE. THANKS =)

HAHAH SO I HOPE THAT HELPS =)
MWAHAHAHAHA

2010-08-29T09:55:00.000Z

2010-08-20T13:28:00.002Z

THE WHOLE THING STILL SCARES ME A LITTLE.
I THINK I JUST CANNOT FANTHOM WHY PEOPLE DO STUFF LIKE THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE.
I CAN'T REALLY GET OVER THE EERIE SENSATION OF HAVING MY POUCH SNATCHED AWAY
AND WHEN I HEAR SCREAMS, I GET REMINDED OF MY OWN.

ITS FUNNY HOW THINGS TURN OUT.
WELL, IF THERE IS A GOD, HE SURE PLANS THINGS IN UNEXPECTED WAYS.
JUST A FEW POSTS DOWN, I TALKED ABOUT WANTING TO FEEL SOMETHING REAL.
HE MADE ME FEEL DESPAIR.
FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF MY HEART.

I LEARNT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PUTTING UP A WALL AND A FRONT.
A WALL A BARRIER PUT UP WHEN YOU WANT TO DISTANCE YOURSELF BOTH KNOWINGLY OR UNKNOWINGLY FROM OTHERS, THUS MAKING ONE WELL, DISTANCED.
A FRONT OR " BRAVE FRONT" AS MARE WOULD PUT IT IS A MASK OF SORTS THAT YOU PUT UP TO NOT MAKE OTHERS WORRY AND WELL TO HELP ONE HEAL BY CARVING IT OUT OF YOUR MEMORY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

HERE, I WANT TO THANK MARE, NAT AND THE TK TABLE FOR LIFTING MY SPIRITS.
UNKNOWINGLY.
AND MONOPOLY ON ITOUCH IS PRETTY DARN FUN.
SORRY TO MARE WHO DIDNT GET TO PLAY HER FOOD NINJA!

TODAY, I WALKED HOME FROM SCHOOL

IS ANYONE THERE?

2010-08-15T08:51:00.001Z

HELLO HOPE YOU LIKE THE NEW PLAYLIST.
I ADDED MORE SONGS AND TOOK OUT A FEW AS WELL.
SCROLL TO THE BACK COS THERE ARE PLENTY OF SONGS FROM GLEE =)
[ I WENT ABIT NUTS... HAHA]

2010-08-15T08:40:00.001Z

BEEN HOOKED ON THIS SONG FOR QUITE SOME TIME =)
IF YOU LOOK CAREFULLY YOU CAN SEE LOUISE =)
HAHA

2010-08-11T13:24:00.002Z

" GODS'S LITTLE PRINCESS"
" GOD'S LITTLE GIRL "
FOR SOME REASON, THESE 2 PHRASES HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD QUITE OFTEN THESE FEW DAYS.
NOW, I DON'T GO TO CHURCH AND AM NOT CATHOLIC OR CHRISTIAN.
SOMEHOW I JUST HAVE AN IMAGE OF SOMEONE WHO IS VERY BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE. SOMEONE THAT STILL HAS THAT CHILD-LIKE INNOCENCE AND NAIVETY. SOMEONE PURE.
BUT I DON'T SEE THAT IN ME.
THAT LITTLE GIRL HAS LOST HER WAY. GONE MISSING. I DON'T CARRY MUCH HOPE NOR ALWAYS SEE THE BEST IN PEOPLE. I ADMIT. I'M A CYNIC BECAUSE I'VE LOST FAITH. FAITH THAT ... I DON'T REALLY KNOW ... FAITH.
I WANT TO FIND MY LITTLE GIRL.
I WANT TO BE OPTIMISTIC, TO FEEL HAPPINESS SURGE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE I'M RESTRAINING MYSELF, PUTTING UP A WALL OF SORTS.
BUT YET IT HAPPENS.
BUT IT SHALL CHANGE. GIVE ME A CHANCE. PLEASE.

I HOPE I FIND MY LITTLE GIRL. AND I HOPE YOU FIND YOURS TOO.

2010-08-11T13:19:00.002Z

OK SO I THINK I HAVE STARTED TO SETTLE DOWN TO MUG.
MJ NOW HAS BIG COUNDOWN SIGNS OUTSIDE THE GO AND AT LAST COUNT, ITS 47 DAYS TO PROMO

COLLEGE EVENTS SEEM LIKE ACCIDENTAL OPPORTUNE MOMENTS FOR HTHTS WITH MINDY, ALICIA, JOELIN AND CLARA [WHO PONNED ON TUES ...] HAHA

NO ROOM FOR ERROR.
BUT I STILL ERR ANYWAY.
UGH, TJC COMPRE AND BIO SPA WORKSHEET AWAITS ME.
HOW DEPRESSING

IT'LL BE NICE TO SING AGAIN.

2010-08-05T13:55:00.002Z

I NEED TO STUDY
I NEED TO STUDY
I NEED TO STUDY
I REALLY NEED TO STUDY
I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY
I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY
I NEED TO PASS PROMOS
I NEED TO PASS PROMOS
I REALLY REALLY NEED TO PASS PROMOS
I GRADUATE THE SAME YEAR AS MY SISTER
I WILL NOT GRADUATE THE SAME YEAR AS MY SISTER

YET INSPITE OF ALL THIS, I FIND MYSELF PROCRASTINATING. [EVEN NOW WHEN VECTORS 3 AND IONIC EQUILIBRIUM IS DUE]
AND I'M GOING TO WATCH INCEPTION TMR [ YES AFTER EVERYBODY ELSE I KNOW...]
WITH MOMMAE AND WEI.
IF ONLY THERE WAS A GENE FOR MUGGING
MINE IS CURRENTLY NOT EXPRESSED DUE TO OVERDOSE OF DNA METHYLATION AND HISTONE DEACETYLATION.

APPARENTLY, IF WHATEVER THE SPEAKER DURING CHRYSTAL SAID IS TRUE,
I HAVE TO GET OVER SOME INTERNAL PROBLEMS ALA YOU KNOW WHAT AND TURN IT INTO A POSITIVE EXPERIENCE AND LEARN FROM IT BEFORE I CAN GO ON LIVING LIFE LIKE IT ONCE WAS.
SO PERHAPS THATS WHY I FEEL SO EMOTIONLESS. NOT THAT I DONT FEEL HAPPY OR SAD BUT EVERYTHING JUST FEELS NUMB AND SUPERFICIAL.
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO FEEL HAPPY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
TO FEEL SAD AND ANGUISHED LIKE HOW I ANTICIPATE IT TO BE.
I WANT TO FEEL SINCERE.

OK I SHALL GET OFF AND TRY OUT THIS MUGGING THING.

2010-07-31T02:33:00.002Z

WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES, ANOTHER TWO OPENS
BUT WHAT THEY NEVER SAY IS THAT THE ONES THAT OPEN CAN NEVER REPLACE THE LIFE, THE MEMORIES, THE HAPPINESS AND THE LOVE THAT YOU HAD BEHIND THE CLOSED DOOR.
YES, DOORS WILL OPEN BUT DEEP DOWN, YOU WOULD WANT THAT CLOSED DOOR TO OPEN AGAIN. YOU WOULD WANT TO RELIEVE HAPPIER DAYS PAST. WOULDNT YOU?

FAREWELL
IT'S A TOUCHY ISSUE I GUESS.
WE KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU BUT WHEN IT COMES TO PENNING IT DOWN, WORDS JUST DONT SEEM TO FLOW AND WHATEVER YOU'VE WRITTEN DOES NOT SEEM ENOUGH. BUT YOU DONT KNOW HOW, DONT KNOW WHY.
ALL THE THANKS AND HUGS IN THE WORLD WOULDNT BE ENOUGH BECAUSE OUR BONDS ARE STRONG AND EXTENSIVE AND REQUIRES A LARGE AMOUNT OF ENERGY TO BREAK.
CHOIR WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, WE WILL NEVER SING MATE SAULE OR YVER OR ADIEU OR SUNSET AGAIN WITH THE SAME BATCH OF CHORISTERS, WE WILL NEVER GET TO WARM UP OR SING WITH YOU GIRLS ON A SOMEWHAT WEEKLY BASIS.
IN ESSENCE, THIS FAREWELL IS FOR THE CHOIR, NO? AN ENDING OF THIS PHASE OF OUR MJ CHOIR JOURNEY.
AFTER THIS, US J1S HAVE TO STIKE IT OUT ON OUR OWN AND UPHOLD ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE AND HOPEFULLY IMPROVE ON IT.
I WILL MISS YOU ALL
ILY<3

2010-07-11T09:46:00.002Z

MOVING SO FAST I'M FORGETTING MY PURPOSE

2010-07-08T15:45:00.002Z

I'VE BEEN STARING AT THE COMPUTER TOO OFTEN TOO LONG, I REALLY FEAR FOR MY EYESIGHT BECAUSE I DO NOT WANNA WEAR GLASSES EVER AND I FIND MYSELF SORT OF SQUINTING AT THE SCREEN SOMETIMES...
THIS IS BAD.
EOM IS BAD.
NYAHH

ON THE OTHER HAND, I WANNA THANK THE ALTOS TODAY FOR REALLY CHEERING UP MY DAY AFTER I WAS REALLY UPSET [NOT DEPRESSED] ABT CHEM.EVEN THOUGH YOU COULDNT REALLY SEE IT.
HEH. I DONT SHOW MUCH OUTWARDLY EMOTION UNLESS I'M HIGH ON COFFEE OR ADREANALINE.
YALL JUST TOOK MY MIND OF IT AND MADE THE DAY SO MUCH BETTER =)

THE ART OF COMMUNICATION BEFUDDLES ME.
SOMEHOW I NEED TO GRASP THIS CONCEPT WHICH AS FAMILIAR AS IT IS, SEEMS MORE CHEEM TO GRASP THAT ALL THAT BIO CRAP. KAY ITS NOT CRAP LAH BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
IT AINT COMMUNICATION WHEN ALL YOURE DOING IS TO STAND AROUND AND LAUGH WHEN SOMEONE MAKES A JOKE OR SAYS SOMETHING FUNNY.
[AND I'M SAYING THIS WHEN I HAVE ORAL NEXT WED. HAHAHAHAH ]

TO ELSA CHAN AND DEBORAH LOCK
2 MORE U'S TO ICE CREAM AND MILO =)
SEE I TOLD YOU.
I WASNT LYING ONE BIT YOU KNOW?
HAHA

2010-07-06T14:11:00.001Z

I AM SWEEPY.
VERY VERY SWEEPY.

AND I GOTTA U FOR BIO.
3 MORE TO GET A MILO AND AN ICE CREAM =)
HAHA OH SHOULD NOT BE SO OPTIMISTIC BAH.

2010-07-03T14:27:00.003Z

HAD PE ELECTIVE TODAY WHICH I NEARLY FORGOT ABOUT -TWICE.
BOWLING
WAS MUCH MORE FUN THAN EXPECTED COS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE REAL TECHNICAL AND STUFF BUT WE GOT TO PLAY QUITE ABIT SO THAT WAS FUN.
LESS GUTTERBALLS THAN I HAD THOUGHT =)
THE 2 NATALIES WERE ALSO THERE [COS CABLESKI WAS SADLY CANCELLED...]
FUN =)

2010-07-02T08:33:00.001Z

WAS TRAWLING YOUTUBE AND FOUND THIS. =)

WE'RE GONNA ROCK AROUND THE CLOCK TONIGHT

2010-07-02T06:52:00.002Z

HOLIDAY UNTIL TUES.
WANTED TO SWIM IN THE AFTERNOON BUT IT RAINED... SO THERE GOES ANOTHER FAILED ATTEMPT TO WELL, SWIM.
HAHA
WENT TO TAKA WITH MOM IN THE MORNING. [TO SPENF THE 20BUCKS VOUCHER FROM T8]
PEOPLE BUY CLOTHES OR STATIONARY, I BOUGHT 2 CAKE TINS AND A MEMO PAD.
THE LATTER BEING FOR MY SIS. [BUT I MAY TAKE A FEW SHEETS HERE AND THERE... HAHA]
YESTERDAYS SEMI CLASS OUTING WAS AWKWARD. COS ITS SORT OF A MISH MASH OF CLIQUES.
UMM. WEE, SIMIN, JIAXIN, XINWEI AND I WENT SHOPPING AT BUGIS.
ATE AT SHOKUDO JAPANESE COFFEE HOUSE WHERE THE FOOD WAS REALLY GOOD [THANKS SIMIN FOR RECOMMENDING] BUT SHOULD GO WITH YOUR FOLKS COS IT BURNS QUITE A HOLE IN YOUR WALLET.
THROUGHOUT IT WAS LIKE RATHER QUIET LAH. BUT SOMEHOW OR RATHER STILL FUN.
AS BUGIS HAS NOTHING MORE TO OFFER, WE MRT-ED DOWN TO TAMPINES. [NOW JUST WEE, JIAXIN AND ME]
SAW FELICIA, YUN XUAN, AND DEXY TOO.[SO I ACTUALLY SAW ABOUT HALF THE CLASS TODAY]
ATE FROLICK [BECAUSE WEE HAD NEVER EATEN THERE BEFORE [HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?]
THE SHOPPED AROUND. QUITE INTERESTING ...
HAHA
THEN WENT HOME.
NOT MUCH GOING ON NOW.

OKAY THEN I SHALL POST SUNDAYS MENU HERE.
[SUBJECTED TO SUDDEN CHANGE DEPENDING ON MY MOOD]
TOMATO PASTA
APPLE CRUMBLE PIE
FOR NOW....

2010-06-25T14:46:00.004Z

TO MARE:
HEY =)
I KNOW YOU ARE GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH NOW...
IF ANY OF THIS HELPS, YOU KNOW I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU, TO LISTEN TO YOU IN THE MORNINGS, AND THROUGH THE DAY.
FEEL FREE TO SMS, CALL OR CHAT ON MSN TOO KAY?
AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE SA, DEB AND I TO FALL BACK ON WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH LIKE THIS. =)
STAY STRONG AND DON'T BOTTLE YOUR FEELINGS. IT AINT GOOD.
SO AS THE PICTURE SUGGESTS, I'LL BE HERE TO LEND YOU A LISTENING EAR. AND WELL, BE THERE WHEN SKIES ARE DARK AND GREY. [FIGURATIVELY, NOT WHEN ITS RAINING... LOL]
JOKES ASIDE, PRESS ON KAY?

2010-06-23T15:39:00.002Z

I NEED MORE TIME.
A MONTH IS NOT ENOUGH FOR MIDYEARS.
D'YOU FEEL THAT WHEN YOU READ THROUGH NOTES... YOURE JUST READING AND NOT REALLY ABSORBING?
WELL THATS PRETTY MUCH WHATS HAPPENING TO ME. THEN YOU THINK ... IF I CANT REMEMBER ALL THIS STUFF AND I'M WASTING SO MUCH TIME ON IT, THEN WHAT'S THE POINT.
IT GETS FRUSTRATING ESPECIALLY BIO. I KNOW MY STUFF ... JUST NOT WELL ENOUGH TO ANSWER QUESTIONS I GUESS...
BUT THIS WEEK AND THE LAST HAVE BEEN MORE PRODUCTIVE THAN THE ONE BEFORE.
THIS WEEKS BEEN FUN SINCE TODAY [IE WED] WAS MY FIRST DAY STUYING IN THE WEEK. HAHA.
DID 2 HISTORY ESSAYS IN A DAY... [SUPPOSED TO WRITE 4 ESSAYS IN 3 HRS FOR MYE]
LOL
I'M DEAD.
WENT OVER TO NATS' HOUSE.
THE FOOD WAS GREAT! [NAT YOUR MOM'S SATAY PIZZA WAS DA BOMB]
YES AS WEIRD AS SATAY PIZZA MAY SOUND, IT WAS VERY NICEE!
YOU POOR DEPRIVED PEOPLE...

TMR STUDY DATE WITH JIAMIN.
LETS GET SOME BIO DONE PEOPLE. NYAHHH
ESPLANADE LIBRARY... HMM SHOULD BE NICE AND QUIET I HOPE. ME NEEDS TO GET THINGS DONE.

EH AFTER MYES LETS ALL GO OUT AND PLAY!!!